The Harvest Bride by Kati Wilde
Author:Kati Wilde [Wilde, Kati]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Kati Wilde
Published: 2023-11-09T16:00:00+00:00
Then again, the necessity of remaining quiet while hunting meant that she was trapped in her own head, so she could do nothing but think upon Banninâs unusual reticence.
Because sheâd misjudged him before. What if she had again? What if sheâd let her own fears and worries color her perception?
For certain, sheâd discovered something true and unexpected about herself this mornâthat being abandoned by Crase and her parents had damaged Sarya even more than sheâd known. She had healed. But the scar that remained was far more sensitive than sheâd realized. Probably because nothing had pressed against it before.
Until Bannin had pressed it. Then Helana had pressed hard, too.
And in her pain, Sarya had retreated and assumed theyâd found her lacking.
But that wasnât fair to Bannin. Perhaps it wasnât fair to Helana, either, but at least Helanaâs motivation was clear. She wanted her brother to be happy. Sarya could hardly blame her for doubting whether happiness was possible with someone whoâd rejected him. And still, at the endâ¦Helana had possibly given her a way forward.
Perhaps she was a friend.
And what had been Saryaâs own motivation? Sheâd slammed the door in Banninâs face because she hadnât thought him serious. But that had been before sheâd understood him better. Before sheâd realized he was far more serious than sheâd believed. So if she took all that heâd said about courting her, about how he would have waited for her, and if she believed itâ¦then she simply could not believe that he would give up any thought of courting her merely because heâd learned that everyone else she loved had given up.
Either he was serious or he was not. And she believed he was.
So his reticence had to be something else.
Though not fully confident, her heart was lighter by the time they stopped for luncheon, sitting back-to-back on the bridge spanning the river. In this way, they could still keep an eye on their full surroundingsâand she rather liked the warm and solid feel of him behind her.
She tore a chunk from a thick slice of bread and decided not to torment herself any longer. âHelana said to ask you about being second.â
A soft growl escaped him before he said, âThatâs already settled. Itâs not the issue she believes it is.â
âWhat isnât an issue?â
âWhether youâre in love with someone else.â
The bite of bread wedged in her throat. Why would that not matter unless heâd decided not to court her? But she wouldnât assume that. She wouldnât. Still she could say nothing, desperately trying to swallow while blinking the blur from her eyes. It would be stupid to die because she hadnât seen the demon come while she was crying.
Then Bannin continued, âIâm not truly the second. My father is a Bannin, as was his father, and his fatherâ¦for thirty-five generations. In the city, which smithy do you use?â
Swallowing with difficulty, she said, âI used the Horse Guardâs own. But my family uses the smithy near Anheraâs temple.â
âThat is my fatherâs smithy.â
âOh,â was all that she could say as understanding ricocheted through her.
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