Never Too Old For Love: BWWM Romance (Jillian and Richard Book 3) by Erica A Davis & BWWM Club

Author:Erica A Davis & BWWM Club [Davis, Erica A & Club, BWWM]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Afro Romance Books
Published: 2017-08-09T20:00:00+00:00

Chapter 2

It had been a year since Marie had died but Robert was still in mourning. He simply could not get over the fact that his wife, the woman he had loved more than anything in the world, was no longer with him. He could not wrap his mind around this fact, not even now, more than a year after it had happened. It was life, his mind refused outright to accept it. He would see her everywhere he went. He would see her in random women and his heart felt like it had leapt out of his chest and onto the floor. He felt like all his life he would be seeing the ghosts of his dead wife surrounding him, and Robert was starting to feel like he was going to go insane.

He had been seeing a therapist for quite some time now but it hadn’t really helped him. It helped to talk, of course, but nothing his therapist recommended to help him get over the fact that his wife was no longer with him really worked. He felt like he would never get over it, and this really scared him. He didn’t want to spend the rest of his life like this. He was thirty four years old, the youngest billionaire in the world, and he had the opportunity to live a long and happy life with someone else.

However, whenever he tried to get past the death of his wife and even think about seeing someone else it felt like something would go wrong in his mind. It was like alarm bells started sounding and he suddenly realized that he was a married man, even though he was not a married man, not any more anyway. His wife was dead. He was single. It was completely normal for him to want to move on yet he could not bring himself to even think about that for a moment. He wanted to be normal. He wanted to be happy. But the ghost of his dead wife was standing in between him and his happiness.

The sad part was that he knew exactly what Marie would say to him if he could speak to her right now. She would tell him to move on, she would tell him that he had to live life to the fullest, that he had a good five decades left. He could be with anyone he wanted and he truly deserved that.

He looked around his bedroom. It seemed foreign to him. It seemed like a place that he had never seen before, even though this was the bedroom that he had been sleeping in for over a decade now. Robert felt like crying, but he would not let himself cry. Not again. Not anymore. Not a year after his wife was dead.

It had been Marie’s death anniversary last week and Robert had cried his eyes out. He had not really wanted to, but he had rationalized it by telling himself that it would be the last time.

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