Idol by AlexanderTemple

Author:AlexanderTemple [alexandertemple]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Fanworks, Teen And Up Audiences, Original Work, Memoirs, biography, Fame, Actor - Freeform, Pop star, celebrity, Transgender, sissy, Forced Crossdressing, Diapers, Bed-Wetting, Gay, Homophobia, Drugs, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, No Archive Warnings Apply, ABDL
Publisher: Archive of Our Own
Published: 2023-04-14T00:00:00+00:00

Idol - 1983- Age 14

The tour was over. It was sold out and the reviews were great. I am sure that millions were made. Besides the tour, I had an album that sold 8 million copies and several hit singles. I also had a movie that had done well, and another one on its way. I do not know how anyone could complain about my career and how it was going. This was not the case. They were worried about the rumours that were in the newspapers that I wore diapers. The PR department in the record company was using a lot of effort trying to convince the fans that the public that the picture was fake and asked why would a teenager wear a diaper. I felt sorta bad, as it was a lie. I did use diapers. Would the fans know it was a lie? In any case, Dad said that he always knew that my strange sissy and baby ways would ruin me. I always felt like a problem and inferior when Dad was around.

Cameron was also in Dad's bad book. He wanted to write songs for other artists. Cameron had a lot of money from the royalties from the songs he wrote for me. He told me that he had lots of ideas, and he wanted to live a good life from songwriting. My reaction was to support his wishes, as long as he wrote songs for me. I wanted him to do what he loved and live the life that he wanted. Dad would not accept it and for some reason, it was against the contract that Cameron had. Cameron could only work for me for 2 albums. This upset Cameron and he promised never to speak to Dad again. I hoped that he was not mad at me.

I was receiving a lot of fan mail. John, my bodyguard went through it. He took out all the weird letters. These were mainly the sexual ones. The scary ones were the death threats and the threats to kidnap me. I wondered why these were not given to the police. John told me that most were harmless and that if the police did investigate them all, they would need a whole police department to do it. I tried not to think so much about the threats, as it would only scare me. I did overhear John talk to my dad about one woman who constantly wrote claiming that I was her son. John wanted us to take these letters seriously, but Dad just ignored him, saying that she just wanted money.

I visited mom's and granny's graves. They were next to each other in a family plot. This was one of the times that I could escape and think and talk with the two people that loved me the most. There was still a debate in the media if I wore diapers or not, and Dad was still trying to make me into a macho man. I missed the days when mom or granny would dress me in pretty girl clothes or brush my hair.

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