Fear at First Glance by Dave Balcom

Fear at First Glance by Dave Balcom

Author:Dave Balcom
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: adventure, mystery detective, high school reunion, journalist investigator, newspaper history, bird huntng, michigan outdoors
Publisher: Dave Balcom


CHAPTER 25

Sunday morning was so still the trees didn’t drip out loud.

We’d gotten home well after 2 a.m. Jan had played and sung herself into a hoarse cough; I had nursed one drink after another up to a total of four, three past my standard dosage.

I looked at the kitchen clock as I put coffee makings together and found it was 10 a.m. Judy was patient, as usual, and eager, as is her nature. I let her out, and she bounced from one end of the little yard to the other before relieving herself. Then she was at the door, patient once again.

I treated her to a biscuit and let her roam the cottage, knowing I’d find her on the floor beneath Jan’s head when my bride finally awoke.

The coffee in my cup tasted good. I took a place on the little porch and wondered at the absolute stillness of the world I was part of. The lake was absolutely flawless, a mirror reflecting the sky and clouds. A ripple from a bug that had become breakfast worked its way across the lake in an unbroken echo of the fish’s rise.

I realized I was thinking about the previous night, and my thoughts were focused on Paul Ralph. I kept coming back to that moment when I introduced him to Greg Blake. That look.

It had flashed so quickly through Paul’s eyes that while I saw it, I couldn’t catalog it. That was plaguing me. What was that look?

I closed my eyes and listened; there was nothing. Not a breath of breeze, not one of the ubiquitous chain saws in the distance, not a single outboard motor droning off across the waveless lake. I sat there, listening like that, and I heard Jan rise out of bed and pad to the bathroom; I heard Judy licking at her feet.

I found my center and tasted my pulse on my tongue, assuring myself that I was as calm as I wanted or could expect. I listened, and then a thought blossomed out of my subconscious – a thought fully formed in complete sentences and all the more shocking for its simplicity: Fear.

That’s what I saw in Paul Ralph’s eyes in that instant when he saw Greg Blake in the flesh. Stark, morbid fear.

I put that moment into replay in my mind’s eye, and I marveled at the speed with which Ralph had hidden that reaction. I focused on Blake.

I remained as silent as my tai chi and this still morning would allow and I thought about what I’d seen there, in that instant; parsing it down to the millisecond. And, again, the thought came to me in fully developed form, nothing to doubt or question: Recognition!

I was literally shaking when I stood up to pace about the cottage, trying to put my thoughts into perspective and finding little to grab onto.

I forced myself to be calm, and I sat back in my chair. My blood pressure and pulse went back to normal by training, but my mind was racing with the “so what” questions.



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