Everlasting LoveA BWWM Romance by Tyla Walker

Author:Tyla Walker [Walker, Tyla]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: eBook Carousel
Published: 2020-02-26T05:00:00+00:00

Eleven

Cassandra

I am still in love with him, this I’m sure of. My heart aches for him, and more than ever, I am more attracted to him.

He is my first love, after all. Nobody ever forgets their first, do they? But I know this is not right. What we have is already close. Our chapter is over.

And yet he has been consistent ever since we have seen each other again. He never fails to show how much he still loves me. There’s never a time when he never lets me feel how special I am to him, too.

Damn, he’s so fucking good that it scares me.

It’s my day off, and I’m alone at home. Silver had a boot camp for weeks now. He was pretty excited about it but felt scared because it was going to be the first time that we would be away from each other.

The night before they had to leave for the camp, he went to my room and asked if he could sleep with me.

I remember the first time he went to school, too. He asked me if he could have his own room. His exact words were, “I’m a big boy now, Mom. I think I need my own room.”

Back then, I found it so cute and adorable. But I also feel anxious.

He is really a big boy now, isn’t he? Time flies so fast. It’s as if breaking up with Silva happened yesterday.

We sleep beside each other, but we never really sleep right away. He has a lot of stories to tell me that we end up staying up all night talking about everything that happens in his school, his friends, and his teachers. I’m just proud of him.

And my heart cries for joy because he’s growing up well and healthy.

Growing up without a father is something I have never experienced, so I don’t know how I will deal with Silver before. Whenever he asks me where his father is, I’ll just tell him at that time that he is abroad.

It’s the same excuse I use for the parents of Silver’s classmates whenever they ask the question.

Right now, he knows how to deal with it that I feel so blessed to have him as a child. Recalling all those memories we have when he was still a baby makes me miss my little boy. I hope he really enjoys his camp.

The next day, I get up early to prepare for work. I will have to face Lukas again. Although by now, I think I have gotten used to his antics already. And I have learned to love the stories he tells about Silva.

When I arrive at the hospital, pink camellias are already waiting for me. Even though I get them every single day, I still feel butterflies in my stomach. And a smile escapes my lips when I smell them.

“Gotcha.”

Jamie catches me, smelling the flowers Silva sent. I will get a lot of teasing from this. I’m pretty sure by that look on her face.

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