Embracing Joy by Becca Jameson

Author:Becca Jameson [Jameson, Becca]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Becca Jameson Publishing

Chapter 12

Giana

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I know I’ve lost my marbles. I stomp up the back staircase in front of Kendric, making a huge amount of noise. I growl and grunt and groan the entire way to the second floor and into our suite of rooms.

I keep stomping toward our shared bathroom that’s attached to Kendric’s room, but he stops me after shutting the door with an arm around my waist.

I squirm to free myself. “It’s bath time.”

“Nope. It’s spanking time.”

My heart is racing. I want him to spank me. I want him to bathe me. I want him to fuck me. I want everything from him. Anything. All the things. What I don’t want is for him to leave me. That’s the scariest thought of all.

But it’s inevitable, isn’t it? I mean who would want to invest so much energy in me? I’m a hot mess. I’m so naughty there’s no hope for me. I don’t have a job or prospects for a job. I don’t have skills for much of anything, and I suspect I’ve been blacklisted in all of Seattle.

Okay, that last part is probably an exaggeration, but still.

I wiggle to free myself, which is silly since Kendric is much stronger than me. He easily holds me against him, my back to his front. “Let me go,” I grumble. I’m so worked up I’m feeling my naughtiest ever. I can’t stop it. It’s like a runaway train.

He’s so calm. It’s infuriating sometimes. He smooths a loose lock of hair from my face. “Take a breath, Baby girl.”

I keep fighting him, though it’s a losing battle. “Bath time,” I argue.

His lips are on my ear. Cool as a cucumber, he whispers, “Spanking time.”

I shake my head. How can he be so calm? I’m being so bratty. He should let go of me and kick me to the curb. I’m not worth the effort.

“You’re mine, Baby girl,” he tells me in the calmest voice ever. “No matter what.”

“I’m not.” Why is he telling me that? No one can possibly put up with me for very long. I’m not…lovable. I’m annoying and too much work.

“You are. You’re my sweet girl.” He keeps rubbing my cheek. “Every bit of you. Even the naughty side. I won’t change my mind.”

Suddenly, I start to cry. Not silent tears. Giant sobs. Gasping, panting breaths with tears running down my face and snot running out of my nose. I cry so hard my body shakes in his arms.

“That’s it, Baby girl. Let it out. Daddy’s got you.”

“You’re not my Daddy,” I insist between sobs.

“I bet you wouldn’t say that if you were lost in a department store and couldn’t find me.”

I gasp. The thought of not being able to see him nearby makes my skin turn cold. It shocks me. I squeeze my eyes closed and picture myself standing in the middle of a store, lost, unable to find him. My chest is tight.

I switch the image to a state fair for some reason. I’m spinning around and around, but Daddy is not nearby.

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