Where the Heart Is (Hearts Series Book 1) by L.S. Pullen
Author:L.S. Pullen [Pullen, L.S.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2018-10-18T05:00:00+00:00
Chapter Nineteen
Tense sleep eludes me, and although my body is lethargic, I know the only thing that will help me right now is to run.
I donât manage to get very far. My legs feel like they are drowning in quicksand, and I didnât eat much yesterday. I need to have a protein shake or something. A cramp in my calf causes me to cease-up. I lift my leg and grab hold of my ankle. Balancing, I try to stretch it out. Once I think itâs subsided, I head back towards the house.
I hear tyres crunch on the gravel. Itâs too early to be anyone for the funeralâit must be Nate.
I walk a little faster as I round the far side of the house, stopping when I hear the echo of voices. Itâs Nate. I smile as I see him leaning against the passenger door of a car I donât recognise. I also see a girl standing closeâtoo close. She moves so sheâs practically between his legs, and I strain my ears, trying to ignore my heartbeat so I can listen to whatâs being said.
âYou sure I canât do anything else? Do you want me to come in with you?â Her hand touches his arm.
âNo thanks, and I donât think thatâs a good idea.â He looks towards the house.
She moves her hand to his cheek. âWhat about a kiss?â
Oh my God.
She touches him with familiarity, making my blood boil.
My body begins to tremble, as I suck in short, sharp breaths, the air around me thick. The tips of my fingers go numb as I squeeze my fists tightly. My stomach clenches in anguish.
I watch on, frozen where I stand, unable to look away. She goes onto her tiptoes, angling her lips over his. His hand goes up to the back of her neck. An involuntary gasp escapes my lips. I cover my mouth, stepping back out of sight. Bile rises up my throat, and I scuttle back the way I came as I dry heave into the nearest bush.
The worst-case scenarioâI thought he might hook up with her. But seeing that? I spent all day yesterday worried about him, feeling guilt over my omission, and covering for him just to beâ¦played. I swipe away tears from my face angrily as I head in through the back door so they wonât see me. I sprint through the kitchen and take the stairs two at a time.
I shut my door quietly as I kick off my trainers. I go straight into the bathroom and start the shower. Stripping off my clothes, I step straight inânot even bothering to check the temperature. I find the flannel and scrub every inch of my body vigorously. I want to rid my body of every touch, every kiss from the past twenty-four hours. My tears mix with the spray of water as it ricochets off my body until my legs give out, and I slump into a crouching position. Then I let myself cry in silence.
After Iâm dressed and downstairs, getting everything together for today, my mum arrives.
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