Don't Peek (The Diaries of a Teenage Girl) by Hansen Marita A

Author:Hansen, Marita A.
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2013-09-06T04:00:00+00:00

FRIDAY

27

JANUARY

Went to school with Shena today, so she could fix her subjects. We got two videos out afterwards, one called ‘China Girl’ and the other ‘She’s Having a Baby’. My younger sister came over for a little while (we were all at Shena’s place), then Nina left to go to the pictures with her friend. I took the videos back when we finished with them, then went home. Got there about 2:26.

When I went to school today there were heaps of people starting. A lot of Japanese were there.

There are two teachers for history, Mr Hanley and Mrs Greyson. Shena’s got Mr Hanley for her teacher. I hope I get him too, because he’s a really good teacher. I can’t wait to find out about History, because I want to look up the topics that we’ll be studying and get videos out about them. I love reading History and I love learning about it too.

Only 3 days before school starts. The holidays sure went fast.

I don’t have karate on Sunday, so I won’t miss it even if I go to the Yugoslav picnic. Even if it was on, I would have missed it, because of the Yugoslav picnic, which I would never miss.

There is supposed to be a get together on Monday, at the beach, for some school friends. I hope I get a real good tan from the Yugoslav picnic.

My senior year at school will start in three days. I wonder what will happen in that year. Whether I get a boyfriend, become popular, or just stay the same? I don’t know what will happen. And if I do get a boyfriend, what will he look like, who will he be, did I know him for a long time or is he someone I will just meet, is he nice? And so on.

I can’t wait, and that’s the truth. This is because I am so uncertain. I’m caught in the middle and that’s why I want school to come quickly so I won’t feel this way anymore, and I won’t feel like I don’t know what I want. When school comes I will know what I want. I’ll probably fall for some guy again, but this time I want it to be different. I want guys to fall for me and me to actually have a date. I want to fill up my calendar with dates and things to do. I want guys to ring me up and ask me out. I want to be popular. Doesn’t everyone? I don’t want to be a nobody like in that Emily Dickinson poem ‘I’m nobody! Who are you?’ I saw it in the book called ‘Suzy Who?’ by Winifred Madison. I think I remember that poem because sometimes I feel like a nobody. And I disagree with Emily Dickinson when she wrote that it would be dull to be somebody. No, she used the word dreary. Anyway, I’d still rather be a somebody than a nobody.

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