Bound by Obsession by Aleisha Maree

Author:Aleisha Maree [Maree, Aleisha]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-01-14T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Nineteen

Tru

Two weeks after that night my heart is still sore.

Eye contact is more intimate than words will ever be and when he video called me that morning after his epic fail of the night before he couldn’t look me in my eyes. He looked everywhere but.

“Our almost will always haunt me.”

I said to him as I ended the video call, I wasn’t going to subject myself to any more pain from him. He had shamed me enough in the last few months than anyone had in my lifetime.

The song he sung to me on that last night will now stay as my favourite as it was what would have been the goodbye we needed.

Love is a wicked game and Jayden James wasn’t ready to love he was still a boy living with ghosts rolling around inside of addiction.

I knew this was too good to be true and life got in the way.

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Jayden

I know I have problems. I have like 99 of them right now and Tru is like 97 of them.

I have fucked up one true and pure thing. She has given up on me. What the fuck happened to us? We were perfect before I left and then I cast her aside for this rock and roll, let’s fuck ‘em and leave ‘em lifestyle. It was hard to stay true when they all party like they are single.

It’s no excuse, I know, but partying till 3am, in a club after a gig, and having all the fucking women you could wish for wanting to suck your dick really fucks with your mind. God damn the lines of coke laced with speed don’t help, nor does the bottles of whiskey and pills. I don’t even like pills as the hangover that comes with a night of pills is horrid. The chalky feeling inside your mouth feels like you are swallowing cotton balls instead of saliva.

I vaguely remember Mike screaming at me, then her sweet voice washing out the anger in his. The voices in my head calm when they hear her. I remember falling and waking up on the floor. A song maybe thrown in and her asking me to remember us… remember what… surely there is still an us. I know I have been a cunt but surely, she hasn’t left me. I love this woman, even though I am a drugged mess and a hurricane inside a world tour. I know I need her, and I know I need to get to her to fix all I have broken.

Me- I’m sorry I was fading last night. We…are we good?

I flick her the text pulling myself from the bed and heading to the shower. I hit play on the sound dock as I walk past it.

MGK, baby. My main man, the guy who is partying with us on stage tonight in Brooklyn, sings out the haunted sound of 53666 sounds around me as I step into the hot stream of water. My head falls to the wall as the water pelts down over my back rolling down my spine.

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