What We Carry by Dorianne Laux
Author:Dorianne Laux
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 978-1-938160-37-0
Publisher: BOA Editions Ltd.
Published: 2013-12-15T00:00:00+00:00
Matinee
Twelve years old, two silver quarters singing
in the crease of my palm, the marquee
three streets up, the blue neon letters
washed out to the same color as the sky.
What made me turn my head sideways, toward
the quiet house where he stood naked
between the trees, trembling in the shade
of a white-washed duplex, a stranger
looking back at me, holding onto himself
in the sparse light, his eyes opening
and closing, opening and closing.
Why didnât I believe what I saw?
I had seen a man naked before.
I had seen my father undressed, his long white
thighs and the dark scratchy patch between them.
I had seen this, over and over, the pale worm
that grew and bruised up into the air, its
smelly milk, its tiring and slow failing.
I knew what was real and what wasnât.
I knew day from night. And I knew about men,
what they hid beneath their clothes,
so why was I crying? Why was I surprised
to see him there, stroking himself
between the trees? And why was I running?
What was I afraid of? I was twelve. I knew
everything. And it was broad daylight,
wasnât it? That was the sun, wasnât it,
pinned to the sky? I had two quarters in my hand,
I could feel them, the ridges along each rim,
the raised faces pressed into my palm.
There were bright cars and sidewalks
and pale green lawns and the movie theater
a single block away, its glittering brick walls
and mirrored doors. I could see it.
I could be there in another minute
if I could only get across the street,
if I could only keep running. And I could see
the poster in its glassed case. I could read
the names of the actors and the looks
on their faces. One of them was holding
a handful of roses, I remember how they looked â
so red and so real and so close I thought
I could touch them, I was so sure I could
just reach out and take them into my arms.
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