Under The Alpha's Protection 4 (A BBW Shifter Romance) (Guardian Series) by Ava Adams

Author:Ava Adams [Adams, Ava]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Published: 2014-11-05T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Four

I didn’t know what to do. This was the end for me. I was about to die and I would be sacrificed to this man’s fucking game. I didn’t know what to think at this point anymore. I wanted to live, but I didn’t know how to.

All of the things that happened in my life started to flood into my mind. Is this what they mean by when life flashes before your eyes when you’re about to die? Because to me, it’s creepy as shit. I didn’t want to think about my entire pathetic life, I wanted to just get rid of this man and continue on. That was all I wanted, but I was too weak to do anything. I was unable to stop this man, and I had failed my mother.

My mom. The one I never met. The one I will never meet ever. I won’t get to see her ever again, and even though I never met her in the first place, she was still my mom and I did love her even though she basically neglected her daughter for everything else.

Maybe it was better that we didn’t meet. It would end up making things awkward anyways and I didn’t like the idea of it. But then again, I would love to meet the woman who bore me, the real woman who actually wanted to have me but couldn’t because she had to protect a race of people. Sometimes life sucked like that, and I realized as I sat there that I was on the shit end of the stick, that’s for sure.

I also thought about Shawn. I loved him a lot. I didn’t want to let him go just yet. I felt like my life just started with that man, and it was only going to get better from here. Yet there wasn’t anything I could do, and now that he was about to be killed by a bunch of wolves because of me. I would never get to help him and repay him for what he’s done to me. It really sucked thinking about it, that’s for sure. I didn’t want to let him go, but if this man took me away from him he would win and I would love.

Then I thought of myself, the life I lived, and the life I will never live. I felt like my life was so damn pathetic. I was just a humble writer who spent her entire day in a fantasy world. I went to the club on occasion in hopes to find someone, but when I got him I wasn’t able to do anything about it.

I was trapped, and I didn’t know what to do about it. I look at my life and I see it as one that was boring and useless, and I wished I did more with it. Is that what happens to people when they are about to die? They realize just how fucking pathetic their life is and attempt to change it? Because that’s how I felt right then and there.

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