Tolstoy's Diaries Volume 1: 1847-1894 by R. F. Christian & Leo Tolstoy

Tolstoy's Diaries Volume 1: 1847-1894 by R. F. Christian & Leo Tolstoy

Author:R. F. Christian & Leo Tolstoy [Christian, R. F. & Tolstoy, Leo]
Language: eng
Format: epub, azw3
Tags: Essays, Literary Collections, Letters
ISBN: 9780571308811
Google: KLhkAgAAQBAJ
Publisher: Faber & Faber
Published: 2013-11-07T21:04:32+00:00


1863

3 January, Moscow Only today has my toothache begun to ease up a bit. She talks about jealousy: one must respect people – I’m sure that it’s just talk, but one is constantly afraid. The epic manner is becoming the only natural one for me. Polivanov’s presence is disagreeable to me: I must put up with him as best I can. We’re alone in Moscow; I must faire des avances [make approaches]; but then suddenly there will be unhappiness and worse, whereas now it’s so good. She kissed me while I was writing. I felt it was in earnest; I looked round and she was crying. Tatyana is getting on my nerves. I’m astonished that I don’t need anybody; solitude surprises me, but doesn’t inhibit me; but to her it always seems that time is passing in vain.



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