The Holy Trinity: A Servite Academy For Troubled Teens Novel by Bellamy Roswell

Author:Bellamy Roswell [Roswell, Bellamy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-04-19T16:00:00+00:00

As a little girl I loved her blindly. She’d read me bedtime stories, she worked day and night and I assumed it was to provide the best life she could for us. She was my mother, the only person I had. The only being who should instinctively love me. But that is definitely not what she felt.

Then over the years, as I grew and became more aware of her disdain toward me, I battled daily with my internal feelings and emotions. Should I save a woman who thinks nothing of me? Should I continue to blindly love someone who wants nothing to do with me?

And I did. Over and over again, day in and day out, I made excuses for her. I justified her actions, her ire with the fact that she’d been dealt a hard life. Alone in this world with no one to guide her down the right path, she had no other option. And I continued to foolishly believe that deep down, under all the pain and anguish, under all the alcohol, drugs, and anger, she cared for me too.

But she feels nothing. I would go as far as saying she doesn’t even hate me, or resent me, or is at all jealous, because that would require her to have the ability to feel any kind of emotion. And I have concluded that my mother is empty inside. Nothing but a rotted husk, crawling with maggots and vermin, a putrid scent emanating from her empty corpse as she goes about the earth.

I can see it in her eyes as she blankly stares at me. She knows what I think of her, how I feel about her. And she doesn’t have a care in the world. Lilith Steele is the only person Lilith Steele cares about.

My blood is boiling inside me as I approach her, my hands sweating, my body trembling with anger, and my eyes burning from the smoky haze that envelops the room. The man beside her turns to face me as I arrive where they stand, but my eyes never once leave my mother. She smirks wickedly at me knowing exactly why I’m here.

She grabs a cigar out of the hand of the man beside her bringing it to her lips and blowing out a cloud of smoke before she speaks. “My darling daughter, so nice of you to join mummy here tonight,” she sneers, all the while the man beside her looks back and forth between the two of us, clearly looking for the resemblance. I look up to him, my gaze leaving my mother for a moment and take in his somewhat familiar face. His hair is a dark blond almost brown, his eyes a bright unique shade of blue, and his suit suggests elegance without being overly pretentious. He reeks of privilege, but unlike the other men I’ve met so far, he has a softness in his eyes. Well, beside the fact that he’s at some illicit sex club speaking to my mother, but to be fair, I guess so am I.

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