Sugar Lips by Rachel G

Author:Rachel G
Language: eng
Format: epub

Chapter 13

After wallowing in my sadness for the rest of the trip and Hope getting off the bus after giving me an "I’m sorry you’re sad" hug it’s my turn to get off the bus. As I step down those last steps and the bus door closes behind me I do what I do every day. I mentally prepare myself for home I take a deep breath as I’m walking toward the house.

Just as I reach the door I mentally shut my brain so basically I’m a walking zombie. After so many years of living with my dad and brother I have learned to shut down all emotions and just go through the motions and take whatever crap they have to say about me and how I’m ugly, a murderer, and will never be anything.

Then I go to sleep, and go back to school and see....I stop myself right there refusing to think of him and those beautiful green eyes. I unlock the door and step inside the house. I listen inside the house and hear music from my brothers’ room and I step back outside and see my dad’s car isn't here yet he won't be off work for a few hours.

I breathe a sigh of relief and quietly close the door behind me and secure my book bag on my back to make sure it doesn't rattle or bump into anything. I make my way up the steps and it seemed as though each step was as loud as a car crash but I make it up the steps and now for the hardest part.

I have to pass his room to get to mine but since his music is playing he probably won't hear me. Right when I’m in front of my room bedroom door his bedroom door flies open. SHIT! This is just not my lucky day. He is a little down the hall way out of arm reach and I'm looking at him and see all the hate in his eyes.

My first instincts to do were run into my room and lock the door but I know better than to do that. Last time I did it dad unscrewed the door and took it off the hinges and both of them beat me senseless. Not only that but then they raped me at the same time again and took my door away for 2 months.

The only reason I have it back now is because we had a party awhile back and it would have been weird if people saw my door wasn’t there, and because he didn't want me hanging around his friends. I stand there frozen waiting for what he will do. Usually Jonathan won't rape me unless dad is here.

Sometimes I think Jonathan has some sort of conscious and that maybe he's just doing it because dad told him too. Jonathan walked up to me and looked down at me all the hatred still in his eyes and punches me so hard in the stomach.

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