Scarred Souls: Second Collection by TT Kove

Author:TT Kove [Kove, TT]
Language: eng
Format: azw3, mobi, epub
Publisher: Arctic Circle Press
Published: 2019-03-17T16:00:00+00:00

The bathroom door was securely locked. My razor was on the sink and I searched through the cabinets in a frenzy, grabbing all the pills I could find. Anything would do, as long as it worked. It had to work.

I collapsed on the floor in a fit of sobs, but managed to crawl up into a sitting position. I started opening the pill-cases, popping the pills so they spilled into a pile in front of me.

I reached out for the bottle I’d brought with me. Vodka. Nice, strong alcoholic beverage that would make this so much easier. I took a sip, preparing myself, and it burned down my throat. Next I popped pills into my mouth, took another sip to wash them down with.

When all the pills were gone, I started to feel it. Dizzy, like the world couldn’t stand still anymore. I fumbled up on the sink for my razor, yanked my sleeves up, and put the blade to skin. I pressed it down deep and dragged it backwards, up towards my elbow.

This was the way, to cut vertical, along the main artery. This was the way to truly bleed.

When the right hand was bleeding profusely, I did the same on the left, only slower this time as my already hurt hand protested the movement.

My strength was leaving me, from the tablets, from the blood, and I couldn’t keep my hand up anymore. It fell limp to my side, the razor cluttering against the tiles. I tipped forward, forehead pressed against the fluffy rug.

I gasped in a breath as darkness came lurking.

The last thing I thought was, please let me die.

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