Pomes All Sizes by Jack Kerouac

Pomes All Sizes by Jack Kerouac

Author:Jack Kerouac
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-01-02T16:00:00+00:00


MEXICAN LONELINESS

And I am an unhappy stranger grooking in the streets of Mexico—

My friends have died on me, my lovers disappeared, my whores banned, my bed rocked and heaved by earthquake—and no holy weed to get high by candlelight and dream—only fumes of buses, dust storms, and maids peeking at me thru a hole in the door secretly drilled to watch masturbators fuck pillows—

I am the Gargoyle of Our Lady dreaming in space gray mist dreams—

My face is pointed towards Napoleon

-1 have no form-

My address book is full of RIP’s I have no value in the void, at home without honor,—

My only friend is an old fag without a typewriter Who, if he’s my friend,

I’ll be buggered.

I have some mayonnaise left, a whole unwanted bottle of oil, peasants washing my sky light, a nut clearing his throat in the bathroom next to mine a hundred times a day sharing my common ceiling—

If I get drunk I get thirsty —if I walk my foot breaks down —if I smile my mask’s a farce —if I cry I’m just a child—

—if I remember I’m a liar —if I write the writing’s done— —if I die the dying’s over—

—if I live the dying’s just begun— —if I wait the waiting’s longer —if I go the going’s gone— if I sleep the bliss is heavy— the bliss is heavy on my lids—

—if I go to cheap movies the bedbugs get me— Expensive movies I cant afford —If I do nothing nothing does



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