Never Knew I Needed by justsomebrittanagleek

Author:justsomebrittanagleek
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Romance, Drama, Brittany P., FanFiction, Completed, Glee, Santana L.
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Published: 2013-01-21T16:00:00+00:00

14. Chapter 13

Title: Never Knew I Needed [Part Thirteen]

Rating: NC-17

Length: 9.8k

Notes: You guys are SO incredible, seriously. You're giving me inspiration to write with your words and your enthusiasm! But anyway, I'd like to just do a quick shout out to heyho and tell everyone that if you aren't reading her fic Paperweight, you need to be. Seriously, it's awesome and I don't usually recommend fics but go right ahead 'cause so far it's epic!

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Quinn pushes off the wall and slowly walks toward you, her arms folding over her chest and eyes squinting further as she gets closer and closer.

You know you should say something, because you don't even know if she saw Brittany come out the closet before you. For all you know, she could have just come along and was casually leaning against the wall in case someone she knew walked past. Which, sure, is unlikely and means you might have to come up with an excuse about why you were hiding in a storage closet, but that's sure as hell going to be easier than explaining why you were in there with Brittany.

Although as she gets closer, where you expect to find curiosity and suspicion lingering behind the hazel eyes boring into yours, you see something else.

Something softer.

Something more like... an understanding.

And a willingness to listen.

It cracks something inside of you, something you thought you could hold back and when she gets close enough, you choke out a sob and a single tear rolls down your cheek, and then she's right there, wrapping her arms around you and pulling you into a hug you didn't know you needed. You don't cry; instead you force yourself to hold back the remaining tears threatening to spill and clutch on to her, pressing your face hard into her shoulder and digging your fingers into the fabric of her pajamas beneath her coat as you let the walls come down and let your emotions free.

Pain. Anger. Jealousy. Hurt.

You let all of it go, let it racket through your body, slice through you until you're whimpering against Quinn's shoulder and wishing that it would just go away. You just let yourself feel, and Quinn holds strong because you can't do it for yourself, and rubs comforting hands up and down your back as you two stand in the middle of a hospital ward's hallway, people, doctors, patients, just passing by until you finally manage to find some routing for yourself. Until you finally manage to pull away from her and stand on quivering legs, Quinn's hands grasping your biceps as she looks, like really looks, into your eyes.

But you know she won't be able to see how you're feeling. There's only ever been one person who could look into your eyes and see how you're feeling.

And that person just walked out on you, and is now probably off with some other guy.

God, you're such an idiot.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Quinn finally questions, her voice soft and low.

You gulp, because it's not until know that you know for sure that she knows what subject you would talk about.

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