Never Been Hurt Before by cursym
Author:cursym
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Romance, Good Wife, Angst, Kalinda S., Completed, FanFiction, Alicia F.
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Published: 2012-01-30T16:00:00+00:00
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If nothing else, at least the talk with Owen made her realize that she can't stay with Tom, it made her a little sad, but she knew it was the best for both of them, so she did it.
Now she's on her way to Kalinda's place, she's never been there before, but even though it wasn't the most meaningful relationship in her life, it still lasted almost three months and it is the first time she officially dated someone since Peter, so now that it's over she needs ice-cream and booze and her best friend.
She knocks on the door and hears muffled sounds and laughs from behind the door. That makes her hesitates, it is stupid - it's Friday night, Kalinda must have better things to do than to console her. She turns to leave but just then the door opens and kalinda's standing there, wearing shorts and tank top and Alicia's heart skip a beat.
"Alicia?", she asks, concerned "is everything ok?"
"Yean, umm, I… I just…I broke up with Tom" Alicia stutters.
From within the apartment comes a sound "Kalinda?", it's a woman's voice, and the owner of that voice soon follows, it's a gorgeous brunette, wearing almost nothing and Alicia needn't to be genius to figure out what's going on.
The brunette reaches them now, wraps her arms around Kalinda from behind and puts her head on her shoulder (Alicia wants to rip her apart for touching her Kalinda in ways she can just dream of, or maybe have the ground swallow her on the spot, in any case she needs to not be here, now, yesterday).
Then she opens her mouth and asks: "What's going on, are you coming back to bed?" and now Alicia can feel the tears start swelling in her eyes even when Kalinda angrily pulls out from the other woman's embrace and tells her in a voice cold as ice: "No, go back inside". But it's too late cause Alicia is already on her way to the stairs (she doesn't want to wait for the elevator).
"Alicia, wait!", Kalinda calls and goes after her.
"No, I… I should have called, I...I'll just go", she blurts out and runs away.
She's in her car crying, she doesn't even knows why, it not like she thought Kalinda doesn't sleep with anyone (though she preferred not to think about it at all) and she suspected that Kalinda was gay for a long while, it's just, actually seeing it is an entirely different thong. Besides, if she is with a woman, why not her?
But she cut her cry short and wipes her face. Scratch that ice cream, what she needs now is just booze, and lots of it.
She arrives at her usual bar (she was on automatic, she didn't even think where she was going) and orders double shot of tequila but before she gets her order she hears a familiar voice behind her.
"Thought I'll find you here". (Kalinda, of course. Maybe the usual bar wasn't the smartest choice)
"Go away" she pleads, she can't deal with Kalinda, not now, not when the memory is so vivid, not without letting all out.
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