Need Us (Make or Break #4) by Amanda Heath

Author:Amanda Heath [Heath, Amanda]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2014-12-03T00:00:00+00:00

Four

Royal

I keep a close eye on my sister. It’s gotten to the point where I kind of stalk her, but only when no one else can stalk her. It’s not that she’s actually in any danger but I still have this horrible feeling in my gut. I’ve had it for a month, ever since I got back from my honeymoon with Wesley.

I don’t think Rach will hurt herself, that’s not what this is. She’s still not living with Pierce and she’s different now. Haunted you could say since I lack a better word. I can’t even begin to understand what she’s going through.

I wonder most days if maybe we should have let her think what she wanted, instead of proving the truth to her. Rachel isn’t the same girl anymore. She hasn’t been for months but after she told Pierce it seemed she’d gained some of herself back again. Now though, it’s like she’s walking through life without a path to follow. She barely smiles and when she does it’s only for Asher. She doesn’t have the same smart-ass mouth that I love so much. When before she was sassy and had attitude, now it’s like she’s a brick wall.

She’s my twin sister, a part of me in every way. She’s been by my side my entire life. This girl isn’t my sister and I feel like someone stole half my soul. I know that might sound crazy to you, but it’s how I feel. Yes, Wesley is the love of my life and my soul mate but I believe we have more than one soul mate. Those soul mates don’t have to be a lover they could be anybody. Channing being another one. I just feel it stronger towards Rachel and that’s because we came from the same person and you can’t just cut that connection. It’s lifelong and everlasting.

Channing shifts in the passenger seat of my car. I turn away from the place I was staring at. My honeymoon trip was three weeks long and I’ve been back for a week. Channing has changed a whole hell of a lot himself while I was gone. Except he went the opposite direction from Rachel. The light is back in his eyes and where he’d lost weight, he’s gained it back. He’s even built some of his muscles back up.

While he hasn’t said anything, I know he’s sexing someone up. And that someone is Paisley. I’d been around the two of them for five years; I know what it’s like when they are fucking. For example, Channing is shifting around because it hurts to press his fresh scratch marks against the seat. These scratches are probably bad enough to scar. Another example would be the way he’s super quiet. He’s been super quiet since I got back. This means he didn’t stay away from Paisley like I asked him to. He doesn’t know what to say to me about it because this is unknown territory. In his head he doesn’t know whether they are together or just fucking.

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