I Never by Lena Matthews

Author:Lena Matthews [Unknown]
Language: eng
Format: epub, pdf
Published: 2008-06-30T18:35:22+00:00

Chapter Five

With the muted light creeping through the curtains Tripp finally gave in and opened his eyes, almost immediately to close them again. It wasn’t the light that caused him to want to remain in the dark. It was the sight that greeted him. Gideon’s arm lay motionless across Tripp’s midsection in a sleeping embrace. It was as hard to stomach as the memories that came crashing back.

They’d spent the night in a frenzy of fucking, running out of condoms before they ran out of hard-ons. Over the course of the night they’d had sex in almost every position three people could without penetrating Skylar anally. They’d ended the night with him buried in her doggy style. The fact that she was sucking Gideon while he did didn’t diminish the experience, it only added to it. Unfortunately with the thought of the other man Tripp suddenly remembered everything else that had occurred last night.

Weighed down by guilt, he pushed Gideon’s arm away and stumbled from the bed and into the bathroom, barely making it to the commode in time to lose his liquid dinner. Tripp had consumed a lot of booze last night, but there wasn’t a doubt in his mind that his stomach pain had more to do with the sex than the tequila. What the hell was he thinking?

With a shaky hand he flushed the toilet and rose from the floor weak-kneed.

Without turning on the light, he stumbled into the shower and turned the cold water on full blast. He needed the needle-sharp sensation to rouse him completely. Maybe if the water was icy enough, it would wake him from the nightmare he’d blindly walked into.

Disgust and shame went ‘round and ‘round in his head as he tried to wash away his sins, each fighting for the title of heavyweight champion of the world. How could he allow Gideon to suck his cock or have been stupid enough to be seduced into the idea of fucking him? If this got out, his career would be over. After his hefty new contract, the 79

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press was just looking for reasons to hang him on a cross. Everything he had worked for, dreamed of since he was a kid would be gone instantaneously. Everything.

He needed to talk to Gideon. To make him understand that last night was a big mistake, and maybe if he was lucky, he could preserve his sanity along with their friendship.

Nauseous once more, Tripp stepped out of the shower and dried off. He was numb and mentally exhausted from what he had done and from what he had yet to do.

Quietly he opened the door, nearly colliding with Gideon who was standing in front of the bathroom holding a glass filled with red liquid.

Gideon toyed with the arm of his glasses and shot him a shy smile that made his gut clench. “Morning.”

“Morning.”

“I…uh…heard you throwing up so made this for you.”

“Thanks.” Tripp took the glass from Gideon’s hand without touching him, or meeting his eyes. He couldn’t.

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