Gay for the Stay: A Prison Romance by Seth King

Author:Seth King [King, Seth]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-06-12T16:00:00+00:00

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I never knew you could feel heartbroken and madly in love at the same time.

I do now.

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Spoiler alert: being without Drake is the only thing worse than being with him. Our new modified agreement is torture, every moment of it – a sheer, delicious torture, but torture nonetheless. And I’m scared. What if another brawl breaks out, and I’m standing there alone and defenseless, without him?

During the first morning’s shower, Drake is polite, but distant as hell, and it makes me crazy. Eventually he does do the thing where he reaches over and rests a hand on me, just to keep up appearances for the guys. But no more ass play. His hand is on my hip, above my ass. And I feel orphaned.

As I stand there, blue balled, I let myself imagine things I haven’t let myself imagine yet:

I imagine his thick, strong hand venturing south, his big finger entering my hole, then fucking me with it here in front of everyone.

I imagine what his cock, all eleventy-thousand inches of it, sinking into me as the water runs down our bodies.

I imagine his cum, white and warm, spilling all over my face…

Fuck. That’s when I realize I’m hard again, and make myself stop.

It only gets worse as the day goes on, though. At rec time, he’s just as distant, treating me like barely an acquaintance.

“Thank you,” he says as I hand him a weight, then I watch in horror as he starts curling it, his tattoos glistening on his muscular skin.

Fuuuck.

Why did I have to choose today to start this? Why couldn’t I have had one more day of enjoying him before I issued the embargo?

It continues for another day.

Suddenly I feel like I barely know him.

On the third night, I decide to abandon the charade altogether and eat with Eddy instead of Drake. It instantly hurts to see Drake sit down alone at another table, though, so I can’t even make conversation with Eddy over the course of the hour. And the whole time, I feel Drake watching me…

“Lover’s spat?” Eddy asks soon, looking askance at Drake’s furious body language.

“No. And he’s not my lover.”

I giggle soon.

“What?” Eddy asks.

“Well, you know. Technically,” I blush. “Like, his dick hasn’t entered me, or whatever.”

“Shame,” he says.

“Why?”

“Because you two were beautiful together. If you ever do fuck in the showers, I’d like to request a front-row seat, please.”

I slap his hand lightly, but still I can’t suppress a smile.

So we really were beautiful together…

“And if you aren’t lovers,” Eddy continues, “then why can’t he ever take his eyes off you?”

I glance over.

Drake is staring directly at me.

He shivers a little and looks away.

“Seriously, though,” Eddy says soon. “I remember once, y’all were drying off and getting dressed in the showers, and he sort of leaned in and just put his lips on your forehead. He didn’t even kiss you, just kind of rested his lips on your skin. And it looked so…intimate. And I just thought to myself, I wish somebody cared about me enough to do something like that.

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