Forbidden Fake Fiance (Forbidden Small Town Bad Boys #1) by Holly Jaymes

Author:Holly Jaymes [Jaymes, Holly]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-04-11T04:00:00+00:00

Head Over Heels

Josh

It was no secret that I’d had my share of orgasms with women. I’d enjoyed all of them. The physical pop of pleasure was always satisfying. But what just happened with Allie was beyond what I’d ever remembered having with another woman.

At first, I’d brushed off the intensity of the experience to a sexual dry spell. The first orgasm…or at least one involving a partner, was often more intense if time had lapsed from the last one.

But no, that wasn’t it. Yes, there was the physical pleasure, but it went beyond that. It was more than just an enjoyable physical release. My dick didn’t just reach its pressure point and let loose. I felt this experience well beyond the physical. It was as if it permeated my soul. The pleasure wasn’t just felt in my dick, but in my heart as well.

I wasn’t falling for Allie. I’d fallen, head-over-fucking-heels. It was terrifying as much as it was thrilling.

The problem, of course, was that all this was fake. The sex was real, but that’s all it was, just sex. It was two friends, pretending to be engaged, having sex. It wasn’t love, at least from her standpoint.

The question was, could I change that? Could I convince her that we weren’t a fake couple? If I told her I was in love with her, would she look at me in annoyance or pity? Would she say, “Oh no, Josh. I’m sorry. This was all fake.” Or would she continue to appease her parents and dismiss me as unsuitable because I was too poor? Pain pierced my heart just at the thought of that.

“I guess I should sneak back to my room,” she said.

I gripped her tighter. “Not yet.” It occurred to me that this night might be all I had with her like this. I was stripped down not just physically, but emotionally as well. Right now, we were about as real as we’d ever been together. I wanted to hold on to it a little longer.

She rested her head on my chest, and it felt so right. So perfect.

“Did you mean it? It’s been a while?” she asked.

Inwardly I got annoyed. Why did she always have to allude to my past? “Yes.”

She lifted her head. “You’re mad.”

Shit. My tone must have tipped her off. “I’m not mad. I just…” I rolled to my side to face her, my hand caressing her arm because I couldn’t not touch her. “I’m not the man you make me out to be.”

“It bothers you to have a playboy reputation? I thought men liked that sort of thing.”

“When they’re eighteen, sure. Look, I don’t deny I’ve enjoyed time with women, but the playboy reputation suggests that I’m callous or use women. That title suggests that there are a trail of broken hearts behind me, and that’s not the case.”

“I don’t think you’re callous or use women.”

I quirked a brow to let her know that I didn’t buy her comment.

She smiled sheepishly, and her gaze drifted down for a moment.

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