Breaking Our Pact by Kismet Kaye

Author:Kismet Kaye [Kaye, Kismet]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Amazon: B0CVFHLM1Z
Goodreads: 208171143
Publisher: Kismet Ink
Published: 2024-02-09T23:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11

Elyse

Ifelt so bad, and there was nothing I could do. I wasn’t ready to apologize if nothing was going to change. I was prepared to tell Milo all about my feelings for Meg when he came to stay over. I even got out wine to set the mood, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. He would laugh when I mentioned it, and then he would frown. We would get into a fight, and I would lose my best friend and life companion.

I wasn’t ready for that, not now and not ever.

I missed Elyse, and I couldn’t stop imagining all the different ways that morning we woke up together could have played out. I couldn’t stop reliving the moment we kissed. My whole body and soul wanted her. If I kept sitting on the couch, pretending to watch television, I would just go crazy. So, I decided to try exercising.

Meg returned; it was crazy how I missed her even more when she was right in front of me. I wanted to hug her and tell her how sorry I was for being an ungrateful asshole. But she didn’t even bring it up. Instead, she talked as if she could understand my pain more, and then she hugged me. It was in that hug that I made up my mind to tell her about my feelings. If she could push her anger towards me aside and be there for me, then the least I could do was explain myself and stop hurting her. I was tired of doing that. I owed her honesty, and I was going to give her that.

“How do you tell your best friend’s sister that you love her?” I quickly typed on my phone, asking Google. It might not be the best approach, but it was the only way I knew in that moment. I seldom had a problem expressing my feelings and desires to a girl. In the rare cases when it was a challenge, Milo helped out. He was the perfect wingman. Unfortunately, he couldn’t help out now. Megan helped me back inside the house after the hug, and now she was in the kitchen cooking after I admitted to her that I had only eaten one slice of pizza.

I had to tell her how I felt. I had to let her know I wasn’t just a mean person.

Google had a lot of answers and a lot of ways to go about it. I scrolled down, and I clicked on a WikiHow article. I smiled, feeling like a teenager again. I had been down this road before. I came here to find out how I would tell my family that I was a lesbian. I felt sixteen again. My heart was racing, and I couldn’t pinpoint whether it was from excitement or fear.

As I read, I realized that most of the things suggested were things that I already knew and had already done. The first stage was avoiding her and finding out if the feelings were real.

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