Bound by Brutality : A Dark Arranged Marriage Mafia Romance (The Antonov Mafia #2) (The Antonov Mafia Series) by Ivy Davis

Author:Ivy Davis [Davis, Ivy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-04-24T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 12

Alek

I can’t believe I lost my cool again. I’ve been attending Brigitte’s party for years and have never acted that way. Usually, I watch the festivities and occasionally join in, but I’ve never beat anyone up. I save that part of myself for dealings in the dark. Or, I let Dimitri handle torturing someone if I’m not in the mood.

But since marrying Katia, I’ve consistently lost my temper. This is not the first time I’ve punched someone in front of a crowd. I did it at the Pink Paradise, the night Katia first tried running from me. I also killed a man at the club, thinking he’d been flirting with Katia. Before meeting Katia, I didn’t act like this. If someone fucked me over, I’d wait to get that person alone before killing him. But I’ve changed since Katia entered my life.

I mean, fuck. I almost killed Stacey in front of the other girls at the club. And now, I’m getting kicked out of an orgy I’ve attended many times before, all because I lost my temper. I put that man in that position. I told the crowd of people that they could fuck my wife. I knew it was a lie. I knew it was a trick. I wanted to punch someone, to feel my fist making contact with their face.

After Katia argued with Grigor, it set me on edge. I never wanted Katia to engage with her father again. He might want to help her escape, though the little weasel is too much a coward to actually do it. But a father’s love is strong, and he could just decide to help Katia if he wanted to. I can’t let that happen.

Anger filled me at the thought of Katia leaving me again, running away with her father. So, I flogged her for it. Even though she gave no indication that she wanted to be around her father again. In fact, she cursed him out. I just needed to remind her that I’m in charge of her life. Her father needs to be inconsequential to her.

But when I whipped her, it didn’t feel right. I wasn’t whipping her out of punishment as I’d suggested. It had nothing to do with teaching her a lesson. It had to do with my own fucking insecurities. I’m not a man who feels insecure, but look at what Katia has turned me into. An unhinged, crazed monster.

When Katia cried in my arms, I felt regret for the first time in a long time. I shouldn’t have whipped her like that. She was right. Her father was the one to sell her to me. She’s innocent in all of that.

She didn’t deserve to be punished tonight. I just can’t control the urge to break her down. It’s instinctual.

Now, as we sit in the car, the urgency I’ve felt all night is still there. I’m not satisfied with how things went tonight. I need to push it down, lest I do something else I’ll regret.

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