Somebody to Love: (A Tyler Jamison Novel) by April Wilson

Author:April Wilson [Wilson, April]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Wilson Publishing LLC
Published: 2019-12-19T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 21

Tyler Jamison

As the early morning light filters into my room through floor-to-ceiling windows, I lie awake and stare at the ceiling. I have a bit of a hangover from last night, but it’s nothing more than I deserve.

I hardly slept last night. I lay in bed for hours, reliving the encounter with Ian over and over in my head. Without a doubt, that was the most intense sexual pleasure I’ve ever experienced in my life. Lots of women have given me head, but it never felt anything like that.

I remember gazing down at Ian, mesmerized by the sight of his long fingers wrapped around my cock, his hot tongue and lips stroking me, his chiseled jaw and trim beard. I remember gripping his head hard, holding him in place while I fucked him without mercy.

I was fully aware every second that it was a man who’d taken me into his mouth. And dear God, he took me all the way to the back of his throat. I don’t understand why it was so different when it was a man on his knees in front of me, instead of a woman. His touch was different than a woman’s. Harder, rougher. I nearly lost my fucking mind. Hell, I did lose my mind.

All I could think was that I wanted more. So damn much more.

My mind bounces back and forth between memories of exquisite pleasure and feelings of abject shame for how I treated Ian. I wouldn’t blame him if he never wanted to see me again.

I’m numb. There’s no other way to describe it. The ground is falling out from beneath my feet, and everything I thought I knew is now in question. I’m in a freefall.

I’m gay.

There’s no point in denying it any longer. I had oral sex with a man, and it was the most Earth-shattering sexual experience of my life. I think it’s fair to say Ian rocked my world last night. As cliché as that sounds, it’s the truth.

And how did I treat him afterward? I walked out on him. I used him, abused him, and then I disrespected him in the worst way possible. I don’t know if he’ll ever forgive me. I wouldn’t blame him if he didn’t.

Just thinking about what I did with Ian last night has me hard as a rock. And it was only a blow job! I can’t imagine what it would be like to do more… to hold him, touch him, kiss him.

Damn it, I want more.

I head for the bathroom and, after emptying my bladder, I step into the fancy walk-in shower with its Italian travertine marble tiles and multiple shower heads. The water is instantly hot, and as I step beneath the spray, I close my eyes and groan.

What I remember most from last night is Ian’s grip on my cock. It was a man’s grip, and it blew my mind. Everything about him blows my mind—his touch, his scent, the texture of his skin, his hair, his jawline covered in a trim beard, his muscles and tendons.

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