Pseudocide: Sometimes you have to Die to survive: A Twisty Journey of Suspense and Second Chances by A.K. Smith

Author:A.K. Smith [Smith, A.K.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Books With Soul Press
Published: 2021-05-25T22:00:00+00:00

Terrorists, Birthday Candles, and Bunnies in a Cage

It’s a good thing the internet doesn’t have a way to track those who have been looking at your profile. I’ve studied Jack’s Facebook and Instagram page like an obsessed follower. I can’t help myself. It’s the best part of my day. I love reading about how he is doing. Seeing his smile makes me happy.

Last week he wrote:

Sunday is my hero. She pushed me off the raft just as my life jacket was hit. The police suspect the bullet that grazed my life jacket hit Sunday. She saved me. I wish I could’ve saved her. Sunday, I miss you.

Jack downloaded a video filmed by a bystander on the banks of the river.

I hit play. The video is taken several hundred feet away from our rafts, after the shooting, and whoever’s recording tries to zoom in closer, so the video is grainy and blurry. It’s difficult to discern who or what is in the video.

Jack writes below the video: It’s Sunday lying face down in the raft, lifeless, floating down the river. I know it. Sunday, I’m sorry. If you hadn’t pushed me off, I’d be right there beside you.

If you asked me how I’m doing, I would say I’m doing just FINE. Sunday used to say she was FINE—Fucked up, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional. She had read that definition in some recovery book or heard it from some kids in rehab for addiction. She loved to use it when someone asked her how she was doing.

Yes, FINE is what I am. I still believe she is out there. I won’t give up until there is a body.

Show me she is dead, show me she is no longer here, and then I’ll give up, but I’ll never forget.

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