Nine Minutes Forever by N.J. Adel

Author:N.J. Adel [Adel, N.J.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Dark, MC, romance
Publisher: N.J. Adel

16. CAMERON

I grabbed the keys and began to uncuff Dusty. He left a trail of kisses on my bare ass as I did. When his hands were free, the first thing he did was pull me into his embrace.

Swiftly, I shrugged out of his arms and got off the bed.

He rested his butt on his heels. “Come back here.”

I picked up my—his—sweatpants off the floor and made a fool of myself trying to get back into them with one hand.

“You can’t seriously leave me like that?” He gestured at his throbbing erection.

My eyes met his needy ones. I was about to explain why I would leave him without a release. How every time I looked into his eyes, the image of his fucking father on top of me, about to rape me, flashed in my head. How touching the only man my heart beat for now made my skin crawl. But I chose to lie instead. “It’s the rest of your punishment. I think you’re going to enjoy it.”

“No.” He shook his head vigorously. “I really don’t. Baby, please come back here.”

“Your cock was throbbing and swelling in my hand when I stopped right before you came. I really think you enjoy cum denial, Dusty.”

He swore, but he seemed to have bought my lie. “What about you?”

“What about me?”

“You telling me you’re not slick and wet right now?”

I was. Apparently, lust had nothing to do with turned-off emotions. I could feel nothing and still get soaking wet for playing with a hot man with a big fat cock. “I’ll take care of myself.”

“Let me take care of you,” he pleaded. “I’ll eat you real good. You know I would.”

Tempted, I hesitated to refuse him. I wasn’t bleeding anymore. The pain in my vagina was tolerable. The throbbing heat wasn’t. I stared from him to the sweatpants. I couldn’t put them on without help anyway.

“Please, Cammie. If you won’t let me fuck you, at least, let me taste you. I fucking miss your taste.”

I set the sweatpants on the bed and went to the duffle bag.

“More toys?” he asked.

I found a blindfold and gave it to him. “Put it on.”

He felt the fabric in his hands. “But I wanna see the pink of your—”

“It’s the only way I’m gonna let you near me.” My voice went louder than I intended. Rougher.

He pursed his lips and silently put the blindfold across his eyes.

I knew I hurt him, not in a good way. I could see it in his eyes even when they were hidden.

The brick wall that had been going higher around my heart since I woke up shielded me from the monstrous guilt. Of what I was doing to Dusty. Of what I did to Rush. Of what happened to Ashley.

I couldn’t feel any of it now. I couldn’t fall apart now. That wall was the only thing holding me up. That dark nothing felt good and right and perfect for what I’d planned to do with the rest of my life.

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