Forbidden Princess (Retribution Games Book 2) by Ella Miles

Author:Ella Miles [Miles, Ella]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-07-26T18:30:00+00:00

12

Ri

I’m speechless.

It’s not something I’m used to feeling. I usually have a snarky comment for everything, but not this. This I have no words for. All I have are overwhelming feelings.

God, that was—fucking magical. The intense connection, the spark, how Beckett makes me feel when he touches me. Jesus, if I could bottle that feeling and drink it whenever I needed it, I wouldn’t need food or water or air to survive, just this feeling.

The feeling doesn’t vanish when Beckett does either. It’s too strong, too all-consuming, too much.

I need more.

I’m naked, lying on top of Beckett’s bed, soaking wet from the rain and from the powerful orgasm Beckett just pried from me.

The shivers start again. I need to dry off, shower, and climb into a warm bed so I don’t get sick. But if I shower, it will wash away Beckett’s scent, and I’m afraid he’s already come to his senses. He won’t be returning to this bed, not as long as I’m in it.

He’s already regretting what he did. Not because I’m forbidden, but because he feels ashamed. His wife is gone. His wife betrayed him. Her love for him might not even have been real. She had a job to do, and she did it. But it doesn’t stop him from loving her.

And if he still loves her, he hates himself for touching me.

He didn’t fuck me—but I know this was my one night. This was my one chance to feel his lips, his tongue, his fingers against me. To feel him lose himself in me. To remind him that his life does go on.

That was all I’ll get, though.

We may still play our games. He may still have me do degrading things in order for him to save me. He may even win the stupid game and marry me, but he won’t touch me or fuck me—never again.

So even as goosebumps race over my arms, every hair on my body raises, and my body shakes uncontrollably from the cold, I don’t move. I just relish the feeling.

Beckett’s the one.

My other half.

I can’t explain why I know. Why, deep in my gut, I know, but I do. I just see the world a little differently when he’s around. I’m ready to fight, ready to take on the world when he’s near.

But he’ll never be mine.

I squeeze my eyes shut to keep my pain locked away.

He’ll never be mine.

That is the thought that finally gets me out of bed and into the shower, where I do my best to wash Beckett away.

Wash away his deranged orders that terrified me and also turned me on.

Wash away that I couldn’t come without his touch.

Wash away that I want him. I could love him if he let me, if the world let me.

I can’t.

My life isn’t my own.

I can’t have him.

That’s the thought that I hold onto as I finally drift to sleep while staring at the door, waiting for it to open, knowing it won’t, but hoping it would anyway.

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