Black Light_Fearless by Maren Smith

Author:Maren Smith [Smith, Maren]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Black Collar Press
Published: 2018-11-13T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

Kitty took off her shirt, folded it with OCD compact neatness and put it on the table. Then she moved it further down to the end, in case Noah should need the space. And then she tucked it out of sight on the seat of a chair behind the table, because looking at it made her feel nervous. And she was already so very nervous.

What had she done? What had she just let herself in for? Would he really stop if she asked? Ethen never had. Ethen didn’t believe in safewords, or at least he didn’t acknowledge them. It was his way every day, and her job was to submit. What if she just made the biggest mistake of her life?

Kitty hugged her arms, rubbing her bare flesh and telling herself that Noah wasn’t Ethen. Over the last week, she’d seen that over and over again, but she was still afraid. And what she was afraid of most right now was the giant unknown of what Noah might do now that she’d asked him—practically begged him, after saying his form of punishment wasn’t punishment enough, for heaven’s sake; how stupid could she be?—to hurt her.

The words were out. They couldn’t be recalled, and the worst part was, she wasn’t entirely sure she would take them back even if she could. Awful as his punishment had been—awful in a way that didn’t put so much as a bruise or long-lasting welt on her—everything inside of her was pushing for more. She was frightened right now, yes, but she had to know. She had to know the worst that Noah could and would dish out. She had to know the full and terrible extent of how much he would hurt her. If she’d learned anything from her time with Ethen, Kitty now knew the importance of knowing first-hand exactly what the dom she was with was capable of.

In the back room, she heard his footsteps moving across the bare floor. She had to hurry and finish undressing. Take your clothes off. If you aren’t comfortable being naked, you may keep your bra and panties on. Or at least, that was what he’d said. He’d also said this wasn’t a punishment. The real test, she knew, wasn’t in what he said, but what he did once he came back out here.

Kitty shivered again, but still her hands dropped to the waist of her jeans. She took them off, folding them with the same ridiculous care as her shirt before tucking them out of sight on the discrete pile she’d made. She took her socks off, tucking them into her shoes and pushing those under the chair and out of the way. Then she stood there, in nothing but her hand-me-down bra and underwear, feeling stupid. She ought to take them off. Submissives should always be naked and available for their doms, always. To do anything less was to invite terrible discipline, but Noah had said… but did he mean it? Dared she test him to find out?

Her skin crawled.

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