Torn Apart: a New Adult Reverse Harem Romance (Torn and Bound Duet Book 1) by K Webster & Nikki Ash

Author:K Webster & Nikki Ash [Webster, K & Ash, Nikki]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Book One
Publisher: K. Webster and Nikki Ash
Published: 2020-10-19T18:30:00+00:00

I’m gay.

Gay.

Fucking gay.

So why does sending Mia away feel like the dumbest goddamn thing I’ve ever done in my life? She was so brave. Waltzing right into my room, determined to be an adult about it all.

And me?

I panicked.

Froze up.

Was not prepared to be confronted about my feelings.

Truth is, I don’t know what my feelings are. They’re a mess. I love Mia. As a friend. But that kiss? The annoying niggling I feel when I see her talk to Brayden? It pokes at other parts of my heart. I’m jealous as fuck over Brayden. When I’d found out she bailed on Drew to come to me, possessive pride washed over me.

I’m not a dick. Definitely not to her.

Yet the way I’ve been feeling is right there in Brayden dickhead territory. He probably knows all about feeling like a douchebag over a girl. If I didn’t despise the prick, I’d ask him for advice.

Problem is, he’s the problem.

The guy actively pursuing my girl.

She can’t be my girl, though.

I’m. Fucking. Gay.

Am I bi?

Cringing, I can that idea right away. It’s not girls. It’s Mia. Imagining her naked and beneath me does things to me. Excites unknown areas of me. Opens up dark cavities in my heart that I didn’t know existed.

Am I willing to destroy our friendship to use her to test out new avenues regarding my sexuality?

Absolutely not.

Why?

Because I love her.

Back to square fucking one.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

“Come in,” I grumble.

“I brought food. Overheard that you were hungry and that Mia was bailing on you,” Drew says as he opens my door. “Hope you like peanut butter and jelly.”

Under any other circumstances, a hot half-naked coach bringing me food in bed would have me giddy and blow-job ready in three seconds.

This isn’t under normal circumstances, though.

I’m in the fucking Twilight Zone.

“You okay?” he asks, approaching the bed, a frown on his handsome face.

“Not really.”

To my surprise, he hands me the plate and sits down on my bed beside me. With our backs against the headboard and legs stretched out in front of us, I eat my sandwich in silence, pouting. When I finish, he lets out a sigh.

“Spill. Your thoughts are loud and you clearly need someone to talk to. I’m here. Ready and waiting.”

I can’t help but glance over his broad, sculpted chest. Heat prickles across my flesh, only further reminding me that I like guys, not girls, and this whole Mia thing is a mess.

“Mia left in such a hurry that night with you because she…” I trail off, unable to figure out how to explain this. “She’s my best friend. But…”

“She’s hot?” he offers.

A laugh barks out of me. “Yeah, if you’re into girls.”

“But you’re not?”

“Nope.” I set my plate down on my end table and start fidgeting with the drawstrings of my sweats. “But she’s not like other girls.”

“That, I can agree on.”

“Sorry,” I grumble. “This is weird for you.”

“Weird, sure, but nothing I can’t handle. My whole life’s been weird and fucked-up. At this point, I roll with the punches.

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