The Muse by Carr Suzie

The Muse by Carr Suzie

Author:Carr, Suzie [Carr, Suzie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Sunny Bee Books LLC
Published: 2012-11-20T16:00:00+00:00


Chapter Ten

I lied in bed for hours, tossing myself around like a leaf in the wind. I cradled my arms around myself, imagining Eva wrapped up in them. We tangled, rolled, kissed, hugged, and stared deeply into each other’s eyes until I could no longer control my urge to get back on that bike again and release the pressure building in me, swelling that area between my legs that craved Eva’s soft lips.

I rose, vibrating. I wanted to reach that sweet spot again, just stare into its illustrious light and enter headfirst. So much energy swirled inside; it seemed a shame to waste it in quick release. So, I did what any good writer would do. I embraced it, fired up my laptop, and poured it onto the screen where I could later read it again and again and land right back in this sugary nirvana where colors shined like prisms dancing in the sunlight, plants smelled like forests after a spring rain, and the air buzzed with the echo of a thousand tree frogs deep in song.

With fingers perched over my keyboard, and my eyes planted on a picture of a tree-lined, sunlit path touting that success was a journey and not a destination, I strolled into a story about two women who met online and then wandered down this beautiful path towards each other, in search of tangible love not bound by the confinements of Internet connections and firewalls.

I closed my eyes and pictured Eva standing before me at work, her hair cascading down past her shoulders, tickling the edge of where her nipples peeked through her white, silky shirt. I imagined her teasing me by twirling a piece of her hair, her other fingers seductively brushing the sides of her breast as she did, her eyes intent, penetrating me, seducing me to come closer to her, to taste her lips, her tongue. I froze, too afraid to engage, to step closer, to latch onto this moment where our worlds collided and forced us together in an awkward moment when I, the shy girl, didn’t have a clue how to even move in for a kiss.

Saving me, my mind pulled Eva away from me and I stood alone in my cubicle.

I scanned the room and noticed Katie standing off near a floor plant snickering, curling up her big lips, and enjoying my defeat. Suddenly, the ground sucked me in like quicksand, pulling at my pants and pulling them down to my knees, leaving me stranded above the ground in just my red undies. The entire office got a kick out of this and started pointing and telling me my skin had turned redder than the undies. That’s when I dove. I dove into the ground and it took me in, caging me hostage under the fibrous carpeting where no one could see me, but I could see all of them. They laughed and hit their legs in obvious hysterics. Eva stared at the ground where I’d been standing,



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