The Connect Who Took My Heart Away 3 by Coco Shawndé

Author:Coco Shawndé [Shawndé, Coco]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Leo Sullivan Presents
Published: 2019-07-29T04:00:00+00:00

7

Dice

“Coming from a parent, not even just a father, you tend to bring your childhood experiences when you´re raising your youngins up. My childhood built the mold. For my son or Duchess, I didn’t want them to have the bad. I gave them every ounce of the good. The two of them are my keepsakes. I don’t care what the world may think. The sins I have made. My son doesn't see me in those eyes. He sees me through his and it's a great man. My son sees me as a great man.” Hosea explained, while standing at the bottom of the bed.

This was the most words this man said in days. After setting him up to see his mother, Hosea shut himself off. I thought we were still going out to eat that day, but he let me know quickly he just wanted to take a step back. I didn’t know what that meant, and still didn’t. I knew he wouldn’t be thanking me for setting him up with his mother, but at the same time I didn’t expect to be handled in this way. He knew everything that I’ve done was out of the kindness of my heart. It was never to stress him out more, even though that was what it felt like to him.

“I do too bae. We all do.” I explained. Hosea had been bottling up all his emotions, not letting nothing out. I knew it was a matter of time for him to just explode. That was why I tried to talk to him on a daily, even though he made it difficult.

“I could never leave my kids. It doesn’t matter how grown they is, Yosohn going to need his father. He needs me, and I wouldn’t go nowhere at his expense. I wouldn't leave my boy.” he stressed.

Hearing him vent, I knew all this would take time. I was just happy he was at least talking to me right now. When he stated we needed to take a step back, it crushed me for many reasons. Still, I didn’t know where we stood or exactly what he meant.

“Zay, I feel like I’m losing you in all this.” I admitted.

“I just need us to take a step back.” he said, rubbing his head. “That’s all.”

Resting my head on the pillow, I wished I never even asked him to explain deeper. Thoughts of just leaving it alone came, but it was already too late. He said what he meant.

“Whatever you want.” I shrugged off, hurt as fuck in the inside. I knew he was going through a bad time, but not a bad enough time to where he felt he had to break up with me.

Hosea continued to hold up a conversation, but it was forced to me, so I didn’t indulge. He left out, and I finally pulled myself together. He was meeting me at the construction site to get my take on the development. He had to make other runs, so I told him I would just drive myself.

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