Still Made For You by Kami Holt

Author:Kami Holt [Holt, Kami]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: AJ PRESENTS
Published: 2024-02-28T00:00:00+00:00

thirteen

“It’s about time you called us, heffa. I was starting to think you didn’t want to hang out with us since you kept canceling on us.” Serenity yelled out as we sat around the pool at Messiah’s house. They were having a cookout and extended an invitation to me. At first, I thought about saying no, but I was tired of sitting in the house all of the time.

“Don’t do me like that. I can be a bit of a homebody at times. It’s gotten worse since becoming a mother. On the one hand, I missed going out and having fun, then on the other hand, I want to be cuddled with me baby every second I can get.”

“Trust me, I understand where you’re coming from, but baby, momma’s gotta have a life too!” Yaya lifted her glass in the air. We were sipping on these cute pink cocktails I’d created. Mixing drinks has become a bit of a specialty since I’ve been working as a bartender.

“Well, this is me trying to do better. Sincere is with his father again this week, so I’m using this time, to enjoy myself.” Freedom mentioned he may not be coming to the cookout, which made me even more excited. The last thing I wanted was to have him in my presence while I’m trying to unwind.

It’s been three weeks since the incident at my house and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t wish I’d let him fuck me silly. Freedom may be a lying son of a bitch, but he also knew how to fuck. I desperately craved for some physical contact and a good orgasm or two.

“As you should. Your son has two parents so there’s no reason why you shouldn’t be able to live your life as well. Don’t ever feel guilty about it either.” Yaya exclaimed.

“I’m terrible with not feeling guilty. Any time I do things for myself, I feel like I’m a bad mother. It’s ridiculous.” I admitted.

“Girl, you’ll get over it after a while. The biggest problem you have is not using your village. I’ll tell you the same thing Mama E told me, you are not superhuman. You cannot do everything by yourself, and we weren’t put on this earth to go through it alone. Most of us are raising children in some capacity so you can lean on us. We’ve told you this a million times.” She fussed.

I found it difficult to ask for help because of my upbringing. We were always taught to figure things out on our own. My mother would often suffer before asking someone for anything. Was it healthy? Probably not, but I’ve adapted to those toxic habits since it’s all I know.

“It feels like you’re judging me.” My head dropped in mock shame.

“Girl, ain’t nobody judging you. We want you to feel comfortable leaning on us. Our children are cousins so you’re a part of this family too. Stop treating us like red headed stepchildren.” I nodded.

“Let her know, Yaya.

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