Shattered Diana: A Memoir Documenting How Trauma and Evangelical Fundamentalism Created PTSD, Bipolar, Dissociative Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder) in Me by Lee Diana

Shattered Diana: A Memoir Documenting How Trauma and Evangelical Fundamentalism Created PTSD, Bipolar, Dissociative Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder) in Me by Lee Diana

Author:Lee, Diana
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Child Advocate Press
Published: 2017-04-05T00:00:00+00:00


Children Obey Your Parents in All Things

“Pull your shorts and panties down and bend over the bed so I can spank you with Daddy’s belt.” (Yes, Mam.)

(Oh, Jesus, please help me. By His stripes we are healed. By His stripes we are healed. Saying my memory verses over and over makes the pain and humiliation go away!)

Programming Appearing as My Own Choice

When I feel sad, I go to Jesus in prayer. I ask Him to help me SURVIVE.

What a Friend we have in Jesus,

All our sins and griefs to bear!

What a privilege to carry

Everything to God in prayer!

O what peace we often forfeit,

O what needless pain we bear,

All because we do not carry

Everything to God in prayer!

Are we weak and heavy-laden

Cumbered with a load of care?

Precious Savior, still our refuge–

Take it to the Lord in prayer…

I just don’t understand why God needs me to suffer so much! I just want to be normal!



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