Ruthless Saints (Her Saints Duet Book 1) by Ashlee M Edmonds

Author:Ashlee M Edmonds [Edmonds, Ashlee M]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-08-25T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 15

CASSIE

It’s official. I’ve lost my damn mind, and I’m a fucking whore.

I toss my body back, hoping the mattress will swallow me whole, but it can’t erase the mess I’ve made.

My mind is a chaotic whirlwind, having crossed lines today that I never imagined I would. Shadow caught me, watched in disbelief as I dropped to my knees for someone other than him or his brother. But really, it’s his fault for following me out there.

They both kept denying their feelings for me, pushing me away whenever I got too close.

If only he had admitted how he felt months ago, none of this would have happened. I wouldn’t be lying here, drowning in guilt that he made me come harder than I ever have in my life. It was intense, like I blacked out, my soul escaping my body, leaving me somewhere beyond my physical self.

And I fucking squirted. Who does that? How fucking embarrassing? Juices running down my legs, my shorts were soaked, and there was no way in hell I was walking around school like that. So I told him to take me home.

But did the fucker listen? No.

Instead, he called his damn brother to come and collect me. As if I wasn’t already drowning in an ocean of confusion and regret, I had to endure an excruciatingly awkward fifteen-minute car ride with his brother, well aware that I reeked of sex.

Sinner’s gaze pierced through me, and then he glanced at his brother, who didn’t say a word but gave me a smirk that infuriated me to no end.

He just walked away, leaving me to face the aftermath of our actions all alone, as if I were the only one responsible for what happened. The sense of betrayal stung, and I couldn’t help but feel like I was being discarded, left to deal with the consequences of a situation I never wanted to be in.

“I should kill him and lock you away,” he hissed under his breath as I got out of the car.

Mind games. That’s all this is. Now that his brother crossed that invisible barrier, he’s regretting his own actions. All the times he held back, treating me like I was a porcelain doll, scared he might break me.

Well, I did break. No, I shattered under his brother’s touch. But in true Shadow-fashion, I still have no idea what this means.

Do I cut things off with Ethan? Do I tell Sinner and Zeke? Or will he just act like nothing happened and carry on about his business like it was all just a fantasy that I made up in my mind.

Ethan...there’s something there. Something I can’t deny, and I’m not sure I want to. He’s pursuing me without me having to pull my hair out to get him to notice that I exist.

At least with Zeke I understand his reasoning in holding back, he’s never once denied his feelings or made me feel inadequate. He’s been there for me in ways I never thought were possible for a man like him.

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