Return to the Outer Banks House by Diann Ducharme
Author:Diann Ducharme [Ducharme, Diann]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2014-12-18T11:00:00+00:00
CHAPTER TEN
Eliza Dickens
December 20, 1875
He seemed to take to me quite as naturally and unbiddenly as I to himâ¦
--Ishmael on Queequeg, Moby-Dick
It was nigh on a week after the lighthouse lighting when the Yanks left for home, leaving me and Iola to count the paper money we earned. We kept it all in a tin box under a rotten floorboard in the cabin. âTwas as good as a dead possum under there, as much as we ever touched that box. Had to travel way off the Banks to spend money like that.
There wasnât much to be done at the clubhouse âtil we went back to Nags Head in the spring: tending to the stock, gardens and tollers, mending nets, cleaning the poles and skiff and oars and decoys. Keeping watch out for poachers and thieves was another job altogether, and we both kept shotguns at the ready.
Iola and me had taken a shine to cooking our food in the clubhouse cook stove and eating at the dining table. Seemed at times Iola was over Amos and then the next minute sheâd fall to pieces, back where sheâd started. She wasnât eating much, but she slept the day away sometimes. Sheâd wake and tell me about her dreamsâwild dreams of color where sheâd be flying in the sky, or swimming down deep in the ocean, or talking to cows and pigs and horses in a foreign tongue.
âSounds downright tiring,â Iâd said, after one particular yarn about digging a hole in the sand so deep she found a way into the past. Sheâd met up with the Indians used to live on the Banks, let âem tattoo her white body with inky spots.
âAs if living your life wide awake ainât enough, youâve got to live a whole ânother life in sleeping.â
âIt ainât tiring,â sheâd said. Though dark shadows marked the pale skin beneath her eyes. âSometimes I donât even want to wake up.â
I shuddered, thinking of getting stuck forever in Iolaâs dreamland. âGood thing I donât dream.â
She squinted at me like Iâd told her a falsehood. âWhat?â
âI never dream.â Iâd thought about Ben plenty before falling into sleep, but Iâd never once had a night story about him.
âYou just canât recall what they were about.â
âNo. I sleep, I wake up.â
Her blue eyes were big circles as she turned this fact over inside her head. âI just canât imagine. I reckon Iâm a little worried about you.â
âWorry about yourself, why donât you.â
Next day Abner showed himself at the door. He had smudges under his eyes and a growth of beard. There were leaf bits in his hair, and his eyes were shot with blood. The knees of his britches were dirty and ripped. I reckoned heâd taken a bad spill not too long ago.
âYou look like hell,â I told him.
âI been sick as a dog.â He started to hack. âBut you seeâ¦here I am.â
âAinât I the lucky one.â
But he was so sorry-looking, I fixed him some yaupon tea, and we sat down at the table with the book he gave me and some of the menâs writing paper, pen and bottle of ink.
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