Overthinking by David Fenne

Author:David Fenne
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Black & White Publishing

We stumble into my apartment in a chaotic blur. The moment the door closes, Steven basically pounces on me. We’re kissing, and his hand is on my necklace. I’m pulling double duty draining his manifestations and mine at the same time, but I don’t care. I cup his head with one hand and wrap the other around his waist. We press our bodies together as tongues meet and lips roll over one another.

In a surge of drunken romance, I literally sweep Steven off his feet and carry him down the hall and into my bedroom. I place him down on the bed. Our fingers interlace above his head. Are we doing this?

He pushes me back and unbuttons my shirt. I shrug out of it, then pull his over his shoulders. Our lips collide again, drawn to each other like magnets. I kiss down his neck, his smooth, slim chest, his navel. His hands squeeze the muscles on my arms – they’re a little sore from the gym this morning, but I don’t tell him that.

He fumbles with my belt buckle – good thing I’m not wearing a bra, or Steven would have no clue. I help him out, and off come the pants. He pulls down his jeans, and I take them off his ankles. Movies make taking your clothes off seem effortless and smooth, but the reality is it’s fumbly and awkward. We share a laugh, and I lie back on top of him. We kiss and kiss and kiss some more, but that’s as far as we go for a little while. Just us in our underpants, making out.

Then I pull away and look into his eyes. He gives a tiny nod, and I feel his breath hitch underneath me. The boxers come off, and there we are:

Naked.

Together.

And then we are together. We are as one. And it’s . . . Well, it’s everything.

And everything has changed, but also nothing. People always talk about losing their virginity being a watershed moment, and I guess it is, but it also isn’t. Like, it’s wonderful and incredible, but the act itself doesn’t change you. What changes you is taking that step. Choosing to cross that line.

In this moment, I’m connected to Steven in a way I never thought possible. Like we’re finally made whole, and everything of him is mine, and everything of mine is his. I look into his eyes, those dazzling, emerald eyes, and three words come to my lips unbidden.

“I love you.”

And to my surprise – no, not a surprise at all – three words come to his.

“I love you.”

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Steven

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