More by Molly Roden Winter
Author:Molly Roden Winter [Roden Winter, Molly]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group
Published: 2024-01-16T00:00:00+00:00
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Later that night, Iâm in bed with Stew. Heâs asked about my date with Karl, and Iâm finding it difficult to tell him anything without tipping my hand. If I tell him the smallest part of the truthâthat I had a great timeâIâll prove Stewartâs point: that my interest in keeping our marriage open is dependent on who Iâm dating at the moment. Then what happens if my relationship with Karl goes south and I want to close the marriage after all? What leg will I have to stand on when Stewart assures me that Iâll change my mind as soon as I meet someone new?
And then, if I go deeper into the truthâif I reveal that Iâm feeling things for another personâIâm not sure what will happen. Will Stew shrug it off, not believing I could be so enraptured after a single date? Will he be angry and hurt and accuse me of crossing a line? Or will it be worse than that? Will he confess that he, too, has developed feelings for someone else?
To avoid these imaginary scenarios, I give incomplete answers to his questions.
âWhat did you guys talk about?â he asks.
âYou know. Usual first-date stuff. Jobs. Families,â I say. I donât say that Karl showed me some of his photographs, that they are evidence of a beautiful soul. I donât say that Karl told me about the death of his father, that he started to tear up as he did so. And that I did, too.
âOkay,â says Stew, eyeing me suspiciously. When it comes to most topics, he canât get me to shut up. âSo what does he look like? No, wait. Let me guess. Iâll bet heâs another Anti-Stewâtall, skinny, and a full head of hair.â
âHeâs definitely tall,â I answer, âbut heâs far from skinny. And his hair is thinning a bit on top. See?â I show him the profile picture on OkCupid, relishing the surprise on his face as he takes in Karlâs girth, glasses, and regular-guy looks. This is exactly how I need Stewart to feel: unthreatened.
âDid you kiss him?â
My mind swoons at the memory of our first kiss. We were sitting on the couch in the barâs back room, and as soon as the only other patrons left, Karl leaned toward me, a hand on my knee, and said in his staccato English, âI really want to kiss you. Would that be all right?â
I nodded and he kissed me. The most tender first kiss Iâve ever experienced, sensual rather than sexual, his bushy beard so much softer than Iâd expected, his thick fingers brushing my cheek.
âYup,â I say to Stew.
âAnd?â
âIt was nice.â
âJust nice?â He emphasizes the question with his eyes.
âYeah,â I say. âIt was just nice.â
Just nice is exactly what I crave.
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