Letting Go by A.L. Wood

Author:A.L. Wood [Wood, A.L.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2014-12-06T00:00:00+00:00

“Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.”

-- Oprah Winfrey

Chapter Twelve

I’ve had her number for days, my parents keep calling wondering when I’ll work up the balls to call her and apologize for being such a dick. They said that Rush has been down, depressed without having Radisyn visit. If anything that should be encouragement enough to make the phone call but I can’t bring myself to do it.

I’m a selfish prick.

We’ve left California, played a few shows and now we’re headed to the Midwest. Because of having Temperance on tour with us, a day off is coming soon, I’m thinking rather than call I should just show up, now that I know where she works usually and where she lives. It shouldn’t be so hard to find her.

“Pick the phone up yet?” Jason asks, I’ve told them all about it. Jason and Gage had seen Radisyn the night I brought her onto the bus and kicked them out. It’s not every day that I kick them out so I can be alone with a lady friend. Usually I don’t give a shit, they can be in their own beds and I’m still getting laid.

With Radisyn, I guess I cared. I didn’t want them to see an inch of her bare skin, I didn’t want to take the chance that they’d hear the heated sounds she made, the sounds caused by me.

For some unknown reason, those sounds had to belong to me and only me.

The guys all have their women, and they’re faithful I would never question that, but she’s mine.

Mine?

She’s definitely not mine.

But why is my body feeling that she is?

I need to see Radisyn.

*

“You sure you’ll be back in time for the next show right?” Ryan questions me.

“I promise I’ll meet you guys at the next show, this is just something I have to do.”

“It’s about fucking time, first time since I’ve met you that I couldn’t stand to be around you. You’ve had a stick shoved up your rotten ass all week.” He says pulling up to drop me off at the airport.

“Yeah well I clearly remember you being a dick when Natalie wouldn’t speak to you, or how about when you first met her? You embarrassed her in front of an entire audience. God you were a dick then, or how about Liam and his bi-polar-ness when it came to Layla? He wanted her, didn’t want her, and wanted her.”

“Liam had a lot going on then.”

“Still, he was the same way. How about I continue? Gage shoved Abagail away when all she wanted was to spend the rest of her life away. Jason, well I can’t say much about Jason, he went after what he wanted. Although Raven was a stark raving bitch at the time. Me, well I knew when I saw her that I wanted her, I just didn’t know that I wanted her for good.”

“Then what are you doing sitting here still blabbing? Go make her yours.

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