Gianluigi Antonelli: A Dark Mafia Romance (Brutal Attachments Book 2) by Z.Z. Brulant

Author:Z.Z. Brulant [Brulant , Z.Z.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: LFD Romance Books
Published: 2022-10-17T16:00:00+00:00

12. Lucy

My heart sank as I watched Gianluigi stomp out of the room. I was sitting on the bed naked, arms crossed against my chest, tears streaming down my cheeks. It was happening again. Once again I'd fallen into the arms of the wrong type of man. I'd opened my legs and my heart to him. I'd made myself vulnerable. Let my guard down. Tried to reveal how I really was underneath the hard outer shell. And what did I get in return? Nothing but his anger and contempt.

When he yelled at me, it made me feel like I was nothing to him. No, not exactly nothing. I was definitely something. I was a burden. I was trouble. Something that he really didn't want to deal with. So why didn't he just put me out on the street and force me to fend for myself? I couldn't help wondering.

But I knew the answer. I'd been in this underworld long enough. I knew how these dangerous, violent men thought. In their own twisted, perverse, diabolical way, they had a code of conduct. They believed in honor. They also believed that it was a man's duty to provide and protect, particularly for women. In a way, I admired all of those things about them. Growing up I was surrounded by men who only thought about their next high or drink or how they were going to rob or swindle somebody. I had never gotten to experience being protected and provided for.

So for Gianluigi, it really wasn't about me as an individual. It was about the obligation he felt to protect a woman, especially from another Mafia man. And he probably got off on the idea of penetrating me, taking control of my body, knowing that I had previously belonged to the Bratva.

It was all about his ego. That's the only reason he had brought me back to his apartment. So that he could conquer and control me. And now that he'd gotten what he wanted, it wouldn't be long until he discarded me on the side of the road like a piece of trash. But I wasn't going to let that happen. I would play along with him for the next few hours but the first chance I got to get away, I was going to take it.

If he took me out in public with him, I would run screaming hysterically down the street, trying to get the attention of as many people as possible, hopefully, a police officer. And then that would be the end of it. He would have to let me go.

I wiped away my tears. This wasn't the time to cry. This was the time for me to take control. He was going to try to screw me over. I was certain of that. But I wouldn’t let it happen. I wouldn’t allow him to hypnotize me with his muscles, strength, bravery, or cock. This time I wasn’t going to be the dumb, naive girl.

I heard footsteps coming down the hallway.

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