Confessions of Three Gay Boys: Journal One by A.V. Zeppa

Author:A.V. Zeppa [Zeppa, A.V.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing
Published: 2016-07-16T16:00:00+00:00

JOURNAL ENTRY 18

Jamie

I’m spending the night with Chris. It’s been a rough forty-eight hours, so I want to be here for him. Jayden left about an hour ago. I hope the three of us being together all day helped Chris realize how much he is loved. He finally fell asleep for the first time since the Ty shit went down. Honestly, I don’t really feel like writing right now, so I’m going to stop. Maybe next time.

JOURNAL ENTRY 19

Jayden

It’s been a long couple of days. I hate when my friends are hurting and I can’t do anything to make the pain go away. Chris didn’t deserve what happened to him, especially on a night when he was celebrating with his mother. I still can’t believe Ty cheated on him at the party, in Chris’s territory. How cruel is that? What a fucking tool.

It’s obvious now that Ty was nothing more than a poser, a typical fuckboy thot. Honestly, I thought he was the real thing, but then I thought Zack was too. What is it with me and Chris that makes guys want to play us? I don’t get it. I guess we have to put more shields up to protect ourselves.

I don’t want to become cynical about relationships, but I need to be more aware of certain clues. Chris too. I hope Devin is as real as he seems. Sadly, it is making me question if I should date him. No, no, I don’t wanna let my brain go in that direction . . . I wanna see where our relationship might go.

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