Beautiful Haze by Mills K.C
Author:Mills, K.C.
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-02-14T00:00:00+00:00
ELEVEN
Conner briefly stood in the doorway of her sisterâs room and watched her pacing, chewing the corner of her nail. The defeated look on Caliâs face had Conner moving with quick strides until she reached her sister and pulled Cali into a tight hug.
âIâm sorry.â
âItâs not your fault Iâm stupid.â Cali shrugged out of Connerâs hold and climbed on the bed, pressing her back to the stack of pillows lining her headboard. She tucked her knees into her chest and let her head fall back at the same time her eyes closed.
âYouâre not stupid.â Conner filled the spot at the foot of the bed, facing Cali. She mirrored the position, tucking her knees into her chest but she lowered her face on a folded arm, staring cautiously at Cali.
âArenât I, though? I knew something wasnât right. Things were too perfect. He felt so familiar. He knew my name, Connor.â
âWhat?â She frowned and Cali released a sigh.
âThe day I met him, he called me Cali and when I questioned how he knew my name, he pointed to my necklace. He fucking lied and I believed him.â
âIt was a believable lie.â
âRight, I still should have known. Should have been more careful. I canât believe I let him in so easily.â
I canât believe I trusted him.
âCan I ask you something?â
Cali glanced at her sister and Conner added. âBut you have to promise not to get mad.â
âI canât promise you that but ask me whatever you want. You already know everything. Itâs not like I have anything to hide at this point. I slept with Merritt and now Iâm sleeping with his cousin. Like Iâm some game, a challenge to conquer.â
âIs that what you really believe?â
No.
âI donât know what I believe. I donât know what about us is real. What if this was all about himâ¦â
Merritt.
Cali knew how he felt. He was always expressing how different she was, how special, how much he didnât deserve to be in her life, to have her time, her love, her body. What if he said those things to War and he had to see for himself. The thought made her sick to her stomach.
âWhat if it wasnât? He knew about you, but you always said Merritt was protective of the relationship he had with you. Maybe War knew who you were, but that doesnât mean this was a game or that he knew the details of what you had with Merritt. Itâs possible that whatâs between the two of you is about his connection, what he sees, what he feels, what he wants, and doesnât have anything to do with Merritt.â
âBut what if itâs not. Itâs complicated. Itâs fucking twisted. Can you imagine what people will thinkâ¦â
âPeopleâ¦â Conner barked a laugh. âFirst of all, fuck people. The only thing that matters is what you think. And what people are you talking about anyway, Cali? His people? Because who the fuck are Merrittâs people? You never met them and Iâm sure that was intentional. He had other womenâ ââ
Cali glared at Conner with a warning but Conner rolled her eyes.
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