As If You Could by Brown Nikki

Author:Brown, Nikki [Brown, Nikki ]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Nikki Brown Presents
Published: 2022-09-28T00:00:00+00:00

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My legs hung open and I threw my head back on the spacious leather sectional that lined two of the walls of Nene’s living room. Nene was livid as she paced back and forth in front of me. A part of me wanted to place all the blame on her but I knew I couldn’t do that because this was on me.

I led her to believe that I was single and there was a chance for us to be together. Things were going great until we had that DNA test done. I was completely fine with pretending that the baby belonged to her husband and us continuing what we were doing.

The plan wasn’t to deal with her forever just until I sorted out my feelings for Micaela. Our relationship was unique, but it didn’t take away from the fact that I cared about her… a lot. She was someone that I could see myself with long term.

My only issue was that she hadn’t really opened up to me outside of our bedroom escapades, then again, I wasn’t an open book myself. Our connection was physical and mental mostly. We cared just not as strong enough to make me keep it in my pants. I knew that the emotional would come one day. I just had it in my mind that I would have some fun until it did.

I had never had a woman that made me want to forsake all others. I thought Micaela would be that for me.

“So, she’s why we can’t be a family with our daughter?”

“No, she’s not the reason Nene.”

“Then what’s the reason because I’m sure after this she won’t want anything to do with you. I mean I don’t know her like that but from what I could tell that big chocolate man had her covered.” She raised her brows, stopping right in front of me to fold her arms over her chest.

I licked my dry lips before I traced her thick frame before landing on her eyes. Nene was so damn pretty but not even that moved me right now. Right now, I wanted to hate her, but I couldn’t do that either.

“Seven is her friend, but that’s nothing for you to worry about. Even if we end our relationship today, I still don’t want to start up a relationship with you Nene. What we did was fun. I’m fucking attracted to your sexy ass, but that’s as far as it goes with us. That’s all it’s ever been and until now I thought you understood that.”

“I did before I found out we were having a kid. I didn’t have a family growing up and I wanted my baby to have that.”

“We can be a family and not be together.”

“Because of her?”

I could see her confidence deflate right in front of me and I hated that shit. Never was I a man that wanted to be the one to rob a woman of herself worth.

At this point I couldn’t stand my damn self.

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