Unspoken Confessions (Project Shadow Guardian Book 3) by Eve R. Hart

Author:Eve R. Hart [Hart, Eve R.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-03-15T16:00:00+00:00

19

Nick

The door flew open and in walked the man that had my mind way too distracted. Sure, I was sitting there with my laptop in front of me, but I hadn’t done a single thing on it. Matter of fact, it wasn’t even on. I guess I had only managed to lift the top open before I went off into Daydream Land.

I had this burst of ideas going through my head and I wanted to get them out. I think everything that happened last night had snapped something inside of me. I felt free, but I was still scared to acknowledge that freedom. Inside my home, maybe it wasn’t so bad, but once the thought of sharing it with the world came to mind, I started to feel like I was having a panic attack. So, apparently, that led me to just sitting here, staring blankly for hours.

“Don’t fucking do this,” Jameson said and he looked like a raging bull as he slammed the door behind him.

I had to say, hearing him talk was the most wonderful thing in the world. I felt lucky that he’d shared that with me, and his story, of course. The last thing I wanted was for him to stop again but I would completely understand if he did.

However, right now, it seemed like he had a lot to say. Oh, and he was about to say it too.

“I get that what happened scares the shit out of you,” he said.

He sounded angry. Hell, he looked angry. But I knew that anger wasn’t a threat and it wasn’t because he was mad at me necessarily. This was more like frustration and if he kept talking, I was sure I’d understand soon. Actually, I probably already did since I knew that I’d basically ran and hid from him all morning. Not to mention how I clammed the fuck up the moment his phone rang. And Austin’s words, though they had been joking, had made the real fear come out.

“I’m never going to ask for more than you can give me,” he went on. “I’m never going to push you. But something you do have to understand about me is that I don’t hide who I am. I never really have.”

“But you were married to a woman,” I said and there was a whole lot of questions in my tone. But I knew it would be rude to ask. In fact, I regretted opening my mouth at all.

He looked me dead in the eyes and I wished I knew what was going on in his head. Fuck, I hope I hadn’t offended him or pissed him off even more. Yes, I got that there was a whole spectrum of sexuality out there. I got that I was part of that since I knew for a fact that I was not attracted to women. I was with them, yes, and as shitty as it might sound, I was with women only because that was what I told myself I could have.

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