The People We Choose by Katelyn Detweiler

Author:Katelyn Detweiler [Detweiler, Katelyn]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Holiday House
Published: 2021-05-04T00:00:00+00:00

Max and I sit in the parked car in my driveway.

Neither of us is ready to say good night. It’s been too perfect a day to end it before midnight. Every last minute of it needs to be fully lived.

Only the porch light is turned on. The windows are all black. Mimmy and Mama didn’t wait up. They never do, and I’m glad tonight wasn’t an exception.

We’re listening to the crickets, Max improvising lyrics to go along with the loud hum of their nightly mating call. Playing out, into the night, those cricket ladies are lovely all right. There’s a lull in the noise, and Max abruptly stops singing. He turns to look at me.

“Can I tell you something?” he asks. He sounds nervous. His hand feels warm in mine. Too warm. I’m nervous now, too, nervous that we’ll cross those boundaries after all, talk about things I’d rather leave unsaid. At least for today. No Frank. No family drama. No murder.

“Sure,” I say anyway. The right response, even if it’s not the one I’d prefer. It wouldn’t be kind to say I’d rather listen to crickets rubbing their wings together than whatever Max would like to confide in me.

“I wanted to say it earlier today. A few times. But the moment never felt right enough.”

“You’re making me anxious.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Okay.”

“This isn’t how I pictured it going.”

“It’s not how you pictured what going?”

“I love you, Calliope. I know we only met last month, but I do. I’ve been falling for you since the day I came looking for sugar.”

“Oh.”

There’s not nearly enough air circulating in the car. I jab frantically at the window button to put it all the way down. Then I remember that the car is shut off. The window doesn’t move. I open the door instead.

“Uh. Are you running away?”

“No. Of course not. Just getting some more air in here.”

“I’m not sure that’s the response I was going for.”

“You’re making me want to faint. That’s not a bad thing. Romance can do that to a girl.”

“You know you don’t have to say it back. It’s not like that. I probably just terrified you, saying it so soon. You don’t owe me an I love you just because I said it to you.”

“I know.”

“Good.”

“But I do.”

“You do?”

“I do.”

“You do what?”

“I love you, too.”

“Thank god.” He slaps the steering wheel with his free hand. “You scared the shit out of me. But I wanted to handle myself like a real gentleman. Act all brave and understanding, even with rejection.”

It’s dark in the car, but I can still see the relieved smile break open on his face.

Maybe this—love—happened fast. But that doesn’t make it less real.

I love him. I do.

“Can we say it again?” he asks. “Just so I can be sure I didn’t dream the last time. And because you kind of took your sweet time getting to it.”

“I love you, Max Martz.”

“I love you, too, Calliope Silversmith.”

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