The Interlude 3 by Nicole Jackson

Author:Nicole Jackson [Jackson, Nicole & Jackson, Nicole]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Nicole Jackosn Presents
Published: 2023-06-27T22:00:00+00:00

Chapter 12

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I used to believe that I was a person who could separate my emotions from my actions, but I’d been slipping. My decision making was questionable, as the noise had finally quieted.

No longer did Jayah blow my phone up. There were no more random texts from her, professing her love. Funnily, at one point, I swore that I wanted her to let go. Focus on something else. However, now, I knew that I’d moved too quickly with everything.

I had to be honest with myself, and admit that I began having second thoughts, when I considered how hard that relationship with Jayah would remain. My family would probably never embrace her fully. There would probably always be trust issues, and people would give me the side eye.

I had chosen to be with a girl who had fucked with my cousin first. And then I got mad about the fact that she was cheating on my cousin, before ultimately fucking with me. Either way, she and Amir’s situation was toxic, and there were no victims. Jayah herself had admitted that I was the first dude she’d tried to do right with, but I still managed to get pissed about her dabbling with other niggas, when I wasn’t even dealing with her.

At the end of the day, Jayah’s only crime was not wanting to explain her past misdeeds to me. It really wasn’t fair for me to hold her accountable, when I’d done some wild shit myself. In the past, I’d fucked cousins, sisters, best friends, you name it. Of course, I’d outgrown most of those behaviors, but that didn’t change that I’d done it.

I guess it was harder to accept that your girl was your spirit animal. It was also scary to know that a broad was capable of that type of shit. A nigga wanted to believe that his bitch was safely tucked away at home, until he was ready to deal with her. It was something about Jayah doing the shit that niggas typically do that rubbed me the wrong way.

My mind was running wild when she didn’t want to tell me who fathered Meerah. In my paranoia, I started looking at every nigga around me sideways. I suppose that was my karma for dealing with my cousin’s old work. Either way, none of that spelled out me no longer wanting her.

My body still craved Jayah like a muthafucka. I’d jack my dick off, thinking about her. She was still the reigning champ, but my head was telling me that being with her was too taxing. And then I further complicated everything by adding Nat to the equation.

Don’t get me wrong, Nat was the shit. And I wasn’t saying that out of obligation. She was a baddie, for sure. She fucked me good, and had a head on her shoulders. The problem was that we worked together and spent a lot of time in the same spaces, so our situation had a meteor rise. We were fucking and things just gradually began to feel like a relationship.

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