The Beta: Part One by Avanne Michaels

Author:Avanne Michaels [Michaels, Avanne]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Black Dog Publishing LLC
Published: 2022-06-27T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter 20

Jasper

It has to be Devon.

It has to be him so he can see for himself that he doesn't have to be afraid of Talia. She genuinely doesn't care if every one of my alphas have ringside seats to my first time with a female, but I do.

I know none of them would ever intentionally make me feel stupid or embarrassed, but I still think it might kill something in me if I did something wrong in front of them. I wish I could be like her, I believe what she said with my entire being, she won't see anybody but me when she's with me. But I'll see whichever one is with us, and reassuring Devon isn't the only reason it has to be him.

I know both Trent and Nathan want her, I've seen their eyes move over her the same way they move over me. I suspect that Kaleb is beginning to want her, too. His eyes linger and she's able to make him smile without even trying. He loves her attitude and the way she doesn't give a shit about what anyone thinks about anything she says or does.

Anyone except me, that is. I don't want anyone watching that might want her as much as I do, and that's the other reason it has to be Devon. He doesn't want her like that, not yet.

I know he appreciates her beauty, you can't look at her and not see it, but he doesn't seek her out the way the others do. At first I thought these feelings I have about it were because I didn't want any of them to want her because I wanted them to only want me, but that isn't it. I want them to want her. I want them to want her as much as I do. I want her there for my next heat and I want us all to fuck her if she will let us.

It's just that this first time, I feel territorial over her. I don't want anyone else to have her until I've had my fill. I don't want to share her with them just yet. I want to keep part of her for just myself and I am too much of a greedy, spoiled omega to feel bad about it.

That is one of the few downfalls of being an omega, the knowledge that it is my right to be indulged and spoiled and given everything I want. Even if I wasn't raised and then trained to expect it, my DNA would demand it. I want what I want and I need to get it; and this is the first time I've ever wanted anybody but one of my alphas.

The moment I met them I knew they were mine. There were preliminary meetings and I let them compete with the other interested packs, but it was all for show. One whiff of their collective scents sent me reeling and I knew I'd never let another pack touch me.

I was

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