Ruthless Rebel: Enemies to Lovers Romance (Ruthless Mafia Book 2) by Mckenna Miller

Author:Mckenna Miller [Miller, Mckenna]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-04-13T16:00:00+00:00

Dia

I had no idea what had come over me last night.

Waking up in the early morning with Neil’s hand on my hip to make sure I was still there and hadn’t run off into the night, I breathed carefully and deeply as I tried to sort through all of my emotions.

Last night I had… I had felt so frustrated with myself. So unsafe and useless, like I was still that fifteen-year-old girl again, helpless against the adult man sliding into her bed. I had done so much work to make sure that would never happen again, and then one lucky hit from Colin, one moment of disorientation, and it would’ve been all over. I had Neil to thank for preventing that.

And I had Neil to thank for why I was waking up now, feeling heavy in my limbs but in a good way. He was the reason I was lying here feeling sated instead of empty and upset, and why I’d ended last night with an orgasm instead of crying.

You asked him to fuck you and he did, that’s nothing to go swooning over, I reminded myself harshly. There was no reason, no reason at all, for me to feel so damn grateful to him. I had a nice body and I knew it, and I’d let him do whatever the hell he’d pleased with me last night, why wouldn’t he agree? He’d be an idiot to pass up an opportunity like that.

He had tried to pass it up, though. At first. He’d resisted, not sure I was in my right mind. And he took his time fucking me. Most men would’ve heard make me forget everyone else and would’ve fucked me as hard as they could, but Neil had taken his time. He’d put his mouth over what felt like every inch of my skin.

To my horror, I realized that my heart was beating wildly in my chest. I swallowed hard. There was no reason for my heart to be so frantic, none at all. I swallowed hard again, then inhaled carefully, and exhaled slowly. Then did it a few more times until my heart rate had gone down.

Neil’s behavior only seemed special because all my life I had dealt with men who didn’t even understand the bare minimum. It wasn’t anything special in and of itself. That was all. Of course any decent man would want to stop a woman from getting raped. And of course he’d be worried about my mental state afterwards.

Pull yourself together. You’re not weak. Your father is wrong.

Speaking of my father… I would have to check in with him.

I waited in bed until Neil woke up, then yawned and stretched like I had been asleep the entire time. I rolled over to watch him as he got out of bed and grabbed one of my more modest dresses to wear for the day.

“Do you mind if I go out for a while?” I asked. “I know you have business but I don’t want to stay in the apartment all day.

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