Paper Dolls: Book Eight by Blythe Stone & Emma Chamberlain

Author:Blythe Stone & Emma Chamberlain [Stone, Blythe & Chamberlain, Emma]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: series, romance
Published: 2019-01-26T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

Olivia

All the way from the courthouse to the bed I was trying to find some peace about the things that had just happened. I was usually good about this. I was usually good about finding something rational to say to myself to at least get me breathing like a normal person; living a normal life.

This was too hard right now. Ben had gone and done a despicable thing on top of despicable things. I couldn’t find a connection between the guy who spent so much time alone with me and the guy in there who had lied so completely that it tore me in two.

He actually looked like he was telling the truth.

I already hated the justice system. I already hated the law. I already hated that Ben had this dual way about him. I already hated so many things but when I came out of there, when I stood up, yelled, and ran, I pushed open a gate to a place with more anger and more fury and more hate and I was stuck in that prison now.

And then we were back in the house, back home.

Avery had taken me.

Earlier in the day, she’d mentioned a bubble bath and I thought: erase me…

That’s what I thought, that’s what I wanted.

I wanted to ask her, I wanted to beg her, I wanted to close my eyes and say: Baby please… Erase me.

I wanted all these memories gone. I wanted to be back to the place where we started where we met. I wanted to be at the lodge after just making love. I wanted to go back and reset us, turn us around from here, fix all this broken rubble I’d caused.

But this was now and that was then.

At lunch we could’ve gone home. I was vulnerable then but not here. I could’ve asked her then: Erase me… I could’ve said...

Now we were here. All I could say was: Make it stop…

I wanted a sleeping pill.

I wanted to be hit.

I wanted anything, anything except quiet and the thoughts and me crying and crying and crying just like this. Like I was so so weak.

Avery looked at me and stole my breath.

I felt her kiss me.

My body fell back.

“Erase me…” I asked, not meaning to say it but saying it anyway.

“I won’t erase you,” she stared deep into me, reminding me why she couldn’t do that. Her eyes like pools, enveloped me and I sank in. “I will take your mind off of it,” she said stoically.

Her body and hands pushed me back into the bed as she kissed me hard, entering my mouth with her tongue and then pulling back to bite my bottom lip. Her teeth tugged on my lip before releasing it. The pulse of pain was good and she pushed my head to the side and kissed down my neck, sucking and biting. Sensation spread so quickly. I wanted her so much it pushed everything else out.

“Fuck,” I whined, completely taken.

She worked her way down to

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