Beneath The Surface by Klepp Emily

Author:Klepp, Emily
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-11-12T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Four

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Panic is clouding my brain and I can’t seem to take a deep breath. Charlie is going to be here any minute now and I am sitting on the bathroom floor nearly hyperventilating.

I want them all to burn for this. I want to see the looks on their faces when they realize that I am the one who was their demise. I am the one who they thought they broke but didn’t. I want to laugh in their face when they get sentenced to prison for the rest of their lives.

It doesn’t stop the flood of memories from piling up in my head. I can remember each and every time my father held me down or tied me to something so he could use me however he wanted. I can vividly remember the first time my body betrayed me and I had an orgasm. I sobbed the entire time but he still laughed at me. He called me a dirty slut for it. Nevermind the fact that it is physiological and has nothing to do with consent or actual pleasure. It is just something your body does without permission from your conscience.

From that day forward he made it his goal to humiliate me every time he raped me. He made sure to make me orgasm so he could break me down bit by bit. Every time he did it, he stole a little bit of my soul.

There is a knock at the door and I flinch when it drags me out of my memories. When I don’t open the door or answer, Ezra comes in.

“Kira,” he says softly as he kneels down beside me. “Take a deep breath.”

“I’m trying,” I choke out. Ezra lifts my chin for me to look at him and takes a dramatized deep breath in through his nose and slowly exhales through his mouth. When he does it again I try to match what he is doing. After a few rounds of this I calm down and He picks me up from the floor to hug me.

“I can’t get the memories out of my head. Normally I can push them away but I cant. I can’t make it stop, Ezra. I can’t get the feeling of him on top of me out of my head” I sniffle.

“Tonight we get you justice, baby. Focus on that. Stay by my side, keep your head down and keep quiet. I will be a domineering prick all night so you don’t have to worry about engaging in conversation unless I include you, okay?”

“Okay,” I sigh. “Can I ask you something?”

“Anything, Kitten,” he says.

“Does it make me fucked up that I like the idea of you having control over me, even considering what Dad has done to me? I love the thought of you having complete control over my body to use how you see fit but it simultaneously triggers me in a way.”

“Do you trust me?” he asks.

“I do,” I say confidently.

“Do you trust that I will always have your best interest at heart?”

“Absolutely.

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